AXEL P.O.V Days were turning into weeks and weeks into months and I haven't even found any clue regarding the whereabouts of Vanessa. I was slowly losing it, barely sleeping and constantly drinking. “Axel, you need to stop drinking, you will find her, that's for sure. I have a strong feeling about that,” Derek said. "I won't stop drinking until I can see and feel her close to me. I will apologize to her and make her forgive me for the heinous act I did to her despite all the love and care she had showed me,” I said and drank more whiskey, burning my throat as it went down. Derek snatched the bottle from my hand. “Derek, don't let me say give it back," I growled dangerously at him and he returned the bottle. “Seriously, Axel you need to stop drinking this much, you will see her for s

