Feelings dissappearing
1257 Words
*Cassandra’s P.O.V.*
Why do the people I love keep dying? I ask myself. I can’t take anymore pain. I can’t lose anyone else. After the funeral I will leave. “Cass we can’t leave. They will fall apart.” Bella, my wolf whines. I don’t care Bell I have to leave. I close off our connection after I make my way to my room. I walk in to see Benny on my bed asleep and Kyle making funeral arrangements. He looked up and smiled a sad smile to me. I kissed Benny’s head and grabbed my clothes and took a steaming hot shower. Before I lay down, I hear my wolf growl. “Something wrong Cas.” My wolf whined. I jump up out of the bed and landed on my feet. Both of the boys looked up at me and backed up scared. What’s happening Bella? I ask her she only whines. I look behind me to see the most feared rogue on the planet, Lukas. “He’s the one who killed Damian” Was all my father had to say for me to lunge out at Lukas. “I see you figured out what I did little one.” He says cooly. I growl at him which makes his eyes turn black. “I also killed your last mate, I guess I have to do it again.” He said glancing over at Kyle. “You will not touch my pack nor my mate.” I growl. He steps back and lunges at Kyle with something in his hand. I jump right in front of him and I get stabbed with silver. “Tsk, tsk doesn’t affect me.” I say. I grabbed the silver out of my chest and stabbed him with it. “You should know it doesn’t affect me either.” I look at him then he runs off out of my window. I shift and follow after him. I put a shield over the pack just in case he has other rogues to attack my pack. “Stop running from me Lukas, just because you lost your mate doesn’t mean you can kill everyone else's.” He stops and looks at me. “ Honey, I have to avenge her, she didn’t want to die. She wanted to live with me until your dad killed her.” He growled at me. Dad is that true? I ask. “Yes, she was human.” He growled out. Just because she was human doesn’t mean you get to kill someone else’s happiness. I growl back at him. “Lukas, what my dad did was wrong, but that doesn’t make you any different from him.” I say sadly knowing how it feels to lose a mate. “You can’t just shut yourself down and push everyone away. I know that, but you can’t make everyone feel the same pain as you. You can change. You can help other but instead you’re killing them.” I say with a couple of tears rolling down my face. He walked towards me and wiped the tears and hugged me. “I understand Cassie. Thank you.” I no longer felt his presence. I looked up and no longer saw him. “Cas he’s gone, you saved him from himself. He’s with her now.” My mom says. I shut everyone off as I walk back into the pack house. “Mommy!” I turned around to see Benny running towards me. “Sorry baby, but it’s all okay now.” I reassure him. “Cassie!” I hear someone yell. I set Benny down and run after the voice. I then see him. “Damian?” I ask aloud. “Cassie? Oh my gosh, finally I knew you could do it.” He runs up to me and gives me a hug. “He put me under a spell, he made everyone think I was dead until he died. The spell is broken.” He tells me. I hug him until he asked me the question I dreaded the most. “How are you?” I just looked at him and smiled. “I’ll be okay.” With that I mind-link the pack telling them everything that just happened. “Baby are you singing at the funeral?” Kyle asked me when we got into our room. “Sure.” I then laid down thinking what can I sing.
*Day of the funeral*
I just sit there waiting for them to call my name to make a speech and sing. Finally. I say in my head. Let’s get this over with. “Alpha Luke was like a father to us all. He saved us and he protected us. He stayed here when I left. He with forever be in our hearts, and when we think of him we think of him as a dad.” Then I start singing. After I get done singing, I watch as everyone is crying. Then they start lowering him down into the ground. I felt my hair turn black as I started to lose feeling. “Waited until everyone left including my mate until I just talked. “Luke, thank you for being there for me. Thank you for taking me away from that monster. I can’t believe you are gone, I thought I would never lose you. You told me I would never lose you! You promised me you wouldn’t leave me!” I yell out crying. I feel as though someone has ripped my heart out again. I get up and dust my pants off as I make my way towards the waterfall. I watch as it turns black, and I get up and teleport to James’s coven. I don’t know why I just felt like going there. As soon as I get there I see vampires on chains and the sun is almost on top of them. I quickly put up a barrier and watch as the wolves turn my way. “Leave!” I growled. So they left and I quickly untied all of the vampires. James then comes running and hugs me. “Thank god, I couldn’t contact you and I thought that we were all going to die.” I just nod my head in a reply. “You should probably get inside because I am leaving, and the sun is up.” He looks up and just nods his head. He knows something is wrong, but he doesn’t push me. Thank god I probably would've killed him right then and there. As soon as they all get into the coven, I break the barrier and go to where Axel was buried right beside my dad. “I am so sorry.” Was all I managed to say before I heard a growl. I don’t want to fight, they can just kill me. “If you’re going to attack me, then go ahead because I am not fighting back.” I say and so they did they tackled me and punched, kicked, and stabbed me so much that my vision blurred and the last thing I saw was a foot hitting my face.
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