He doesn’t pull away. Doesn’t look away either. Our foreheads meet, and he releases a long, charged breath that mixes with my shaky one. “I thought I’d lost you again.” He lifts a hand from my thigh and strokes my hair, my cheek, and my swollen lips. He touches me everywhere as if wanting—no, needing—to make sure I’m actually here. I don’t mean to, but my hand loses its grip on the gun, and I unload it before I let it hit the ground. My hands hesitate before I grasp the strands at the back of his head. “I thought you were hurt.” My whisper sounds convoluted in the tense air. Kirill slowly opens his eyes, and I stop breathing at their intensity. “So you came out to save me?” “That’s not—” “Don’t lie to me, Sasha. Not now.” I remain silent, scared of voicing the thoughts I had earl

