Pack of the Green Hill

Not unhappy

A couple of weeks later

Gloria was strolling through Jon’s territory. Some were greeting her as Luna, others as Gloria. Somehow her position within the pack was still not stabilized.

Jonathon and she were arguing a lot and whenever she took a decision, he would take most times a counter decision in front of their pack or privately.

A couple of days after the mating he was gentle and caring towards her. After these days, which were probably her happiest, he had returned to apparently his old self. Taking complete charge and not listening to her, not caring much about her feelings. Therefore, word had spread that Luna’s decisions did not count. She would be hesitant to call someone like her a Luna as well.

Shelia and herself were talking quite often and the phone calls would end usually with Shelia asking her the dreaded three words. „Are you happy?“ She had replied in different ways giving long replies such as that happiness is actually a moment, which fleets as soon as you experience it. At other times her description was more that „I have a roof, good food, a mate and a over 200 person pack.“ Neither of the answers seemed to satisfy Shelia. At the end her answers were „Shelia, I am not unhappy. Is that not better than anything else?“ „Being happy would be better than being not unhappy, Sis.“ The older sister was protective.

Gloria tried to use the soft approach and agree with Jon about his points and tried to keep silent and not argue but after a couple of days, the anger, frustration and all this negative feelings were boiling inside her and that escalated into a huge fight within their soundproof rooms or his office. If someone would have told her a couple of months ago, that she would change packs and be with a mate similar to her father and feeling not unhappy, she would have laughed but being in the current situation, as it is, she could not laugh about this situation anymore.

Jonathon let her at least train. She thought that it was mainly that they would spend time apart.

Some girls were  passing her quickly and there were looks of pities on their faces.

She had worked a bit at the infirmary and was heading towards the dungeons. The first time she entered the dungeons,she saw that all the cells were full. Completely full! She had met the twin brother guardians Tim and Tom. She found their names cute and they had very though exteriors were very sweet once you got to know them. She had mentioned it to Jon and she was banned from the dungeons several days afterwards. She was even banned from greeting them.

Tim and Tom approached her secretly and asked her if they had done something wrong. She could not tell them the truth that their Alpha was jealous of them. They were one of the few once,who called her Luna. She told them not to worry and it was nothing they had done, Alpha Jonathon was just careful of her. The nodded sadly and left. She felt bad about them but would she need to be always careful about what she says with him. Was this what being a mate meant?

Her next aim was to clear the Dungeons. At her fathers pack, which was the same size there war at most 4 cells filled and not over 20. It was crazy. She would figure out what the problem was and once that would be done, she would surely feel much better about the whole situation she was in.