The Struggle

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He felt her shudder in his embrace and smirked. His eyes became even darker. “Please don’t” she whispered whilst tears were flowing down her cheeks. He could smell her fear and licked down on her mark. The wolf was a natural hunter. His instincts were slowly kicking in. She involuntarily moaned once he had licked her mark and was immediately afraid that he misunderstood her natural reaction. The mark had become her most sensitive area. Whilst struggling his grip had tightened unconsciously around her neck. She stopped struggling. She tried to reason “You are my mate. You are not supposed to hurt me.” Something clicked in him and his eyes returned to their usual brown. He let go of her neck but kept his arm around her waist and seemed to look at her through the mirror the first time clearly. “My wolf took over.” “I recognized it” she hoarsely stated whilst rubbing her neck. “Was the marking your wolf as well?” With that she took a tiny step away from him. He immediately pulled her back. “No, that was both of us. I will not apologize to have marked what is mine” he grimly stated and whirled her harshly around, so that she was facing him. His features softened once he saw the blood stains on her white top. She looked exhausted and it was a lot to take in, however he did not regret marking her as soon as they were on his land and his room. There were many unmated wolfs and he had not missed the lustful glances, which she seemed to be not aware of. This had triggered his wolf to remain on the surface. He crushed his lips on hers and it was their first kiss. It was a passionate but hard and dominant kiss. He forced his tongue into her mouth and when she did not respond, he grabbed her chin firmly with his right hand. Her hand was on his right wrist to try to soften the harsh touch. Suddenly, he let go of her to lift her in the next second and throw her on his bed. She used her wolf speed to get out of the bed, knowing that it was a dangerous place to be in but he being an Alpha was faster. He grabbed her again and this time she was on top of him straddling him. He smirked and before she understood why he was smirking; the door flew upon. Two of his pack members entered. She blushed a deep red and got down from him. The two men froze, and a very manly smirk was exchanged between them. “Sorry, Alpha, Luna” said Niels. She was completely embarrassed. Did he not lock the door? Perhaps she should be thankful that they came at this time. What would have happened if they would have come later? She looked down at Jonathon, who had popped up his upper body on his elbows and was looking at her like a hungry lion. “Babe, perhaps you should take a cold shower?” At this the men, who had entered the room were both laughing. She felt humiliated. He let her look like the horny one and surely it looked like that to them. She did not like the situation he had put her in. She lifted her chin up to recovering her confidence back. “Perhaps it would be good for you as well.” That stopped the laughter and although she was not sure what the consequences would be, she could not take more of this macho talk. He gave her a warning look and looked thoughtful at her. The thoughts were not good once and she hoped that it would be not as bad as she feared. She would not allow others to put pressure on her or make fun of her. Her MATE had no right to treat her the way he was treating her or display her as an easy girl. She wondered if even he knew how bad it looked to others. “Out!” was all he shouted, and the two men disappeared. He jumped out of the bed towards her and backed her again against the nearest wall. This time she would not let herself be backed down. She gulped as he shouted, “You should treat your Alpha with respect!”. “You should treat your Luna with respect and should not humiliate her in front of others!” she shouted back. She did not leave one pack to be treated the same way by another pack. Although it was intended as a shout, her voice was a bit louder than a normal whisper. She could not help but feel intimidated by his presence and his dominant threatening demeanor. It reminded her of the many confrontations with her father. He was using his position as an Alpha in order to get her to do the things he wanted. Although, in this case it was not a father daughter relationship, she could not help but compare this situation. Jonathon looked thoughtful at her. He had not considered her feelings as he was joking with his friends. He had exposed her and opened the opportunity of her as the Luna being not respected by his pack members. He had joked with them as he would when he would have one of his lovers over. She was however his mate. He pursed his lips and looking down at her said “You might be right, little one” and backed away. “I got some phone calls to do, so I will wait for you until you are done showering. Leave the door open.” “Why?” “Why what?” “Why should I leave the door open?” “So, I can see you obviously” and his familiar smirk returned on his face. She started to dislike his smirk. She instinctively rolled her eyes and he saw it and had her again cornered. “Do you have something to say?” “Yes, you are making it very difficult to love you although we have the mate bond connected to us. Can you not treat me gentler?” “It goes both ways.” She sighed. “Fine. When you promise to be nicer to me than I will try my best to be calmer with you as well. Agreed?” whilst she extended her hand for a shake. He looked stunned and shook her hand. Again, there were many tingles exploding on her skin and this time she welcomed them. “Whilst, we are on the subject of agreements. Could you promise me not to take me by force?”. His eyes widened by her directness. It took a lot of courage to speak to him in this manner. Few of his pack members dared to speak with him directly. Gloria, marked and backed into a corner, looked straight into his eyes and demanded respect. It was admirable but he would never confess this to her. 
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