On my way to Jema's house it's like 20 min away.On my way to her house I can't help but to think about her again, thinking what if she is really my childhood bestfriend that I've been looking for a long time?
If yes I will be happy because finally after how many years of looking for her I finally found her, and this is also a great chance for me that it is only the 2 of us today so I can finally say that I'm falling for her, I don't know what happend to me, and I didn't really imagined that I will fall in love with one of my girl friends, maybe because I admire her uniqueness and simplicity, that is why I fall for her, and the reason why a said that this is a chance for me because I planning to confess my feeling for her, my feeling is now I'm kinda excited,nervous , and scared.Excited that it's just Me and her, nervous about what will be her reaction after I confess my feelings for her, and scared that what will happend to our friendship after this confession, what if she distant herself, what if she rejected me,there are so many questions running out into my mind now, but nothing will happend if i will let my nervousness eat me and loose this opportunity that have given to me.While I'm busy thinking about what will happen later I didn't notice that I am already here, my heart is beating so fast, but like what I said earlier, nothing will happen if I will let my nervousness eat me so I bravely click my car horn to inform them that I am already here, after I clicked my car horn I am literally frozed from where I am standing, it feels like there's an angel sent from above and because of in complete stupor I didn't notice that she is already talking to me it's embarrassing