y/n's pov
....he hugged me again ....but this time he started crying???....really how old is this guy
"uhhh why are u crying did i hurt u?"he just kept crying then after like a minute or 2 until he answered "n-no -i-it's just-t-t-that- th-is -wa-s -th-th-the way my sister -d-ied"and he started crying even harder"and i do not want to lose any more people who enter my life"i just staired at him with a blank face and smiled"its ok i lot all of my family to its fine tho its not like they liked me in the first place well i think my cuz does but who cares" she moved him aside ever so slightly and sat on the counter "i used to tell myself why was life so hard ...but thta was the thing i finaly realized my parants my brother and my ex friends all hated me because i am a mistake and it took me long enough to realize that but just some people dont belong here for example me but your sister who knows what she though just hope she is in a better place because u obviously belong here "then i laughed "i cant believe i cried over my families death when they were not the ones who were supposed to go"then i startted walking out of the room laughing with shawn following me and as i got downstairs i was still laughing but there were tears comming out of my eyes and i could finally see the door but more boys walked with shawn wondering why i was laughing but crying at the same time then i said"isn't it clear shawn im sappose to be dead .gone .none existing¨and with that i walked out of the house not knowing the dangers i got myself into
shawns's pov
ï staired at the door and mark asked¨yo is that girl ok? she seems i don't know..kinda..crazy?!¨ i answered¨-i-i don't know but we have to find her .. and i have to save her
nobody's pov
its been officially 5 years since y/n ran away and they have not seen her anywhere so all of them gave up but Shawn every day he would try for a whole 3 hours looking high and low for y/n but these past years have not been pretty good for the boys .shawn's dad is a mafia mob boss and well he kinda got caught off guard and taken to and Shawn well looks for y/n more than he visits his father and his friends got annoyed by that so they told Shawn they would look for y/n with him if he just stayed with his dad for a while and so while they were at the asylum they saw a girl single handily beat up a guard and they all watched in awe as the guard got his ass kicked but soon realized that was no ordinary crazy girl ...it was ...... y/n.