Chapter Five — What She Left Behind
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Violet’s pov
A month had passed since Evelyn’s funeral.
Thirty days.
Thirty mornings of waking up and forgetting for a single, precious second that my sister was gone.
Then reality would return.
Sometimes it came with the sight of the empty bedroom across the hall.
Sometimes with the untouched cereal box Evelyn always complained about.
Sometimes with silence.
The silence was the worst.
It had settled over the house like dust, coating every room, every conversation, every breath.
Nobody mentioned Evelyn anymore.
Not because they didn’t miss her.
Because saying her name made everything hurt again.
I hated that.
I hated how quickly people adapted to loss.
How the world continued spinning as though nothing had changed.
As though my sister hadn’t vanished from it.
I stood in Evelyn’s doorway, staring into the room that had remained exactly the same since the day she left.
The bed was neatly made.
Books were stacked beside the window.
A sweater still hung over the back of her chair.
Every object seemed frozen in time.
Waiting.
Just like me.
My fingers tightened around the doorframe.
“I should’ve gone with you.”
The words slipped out before I could stop them.
The room offered no reply.
A lump rose in my throat.
“I should’ve made you stay.”
My voice cracked.
I looked away quickly, blinking hard.
Crying felt useless now.
It didn’t bring people back.
It didn’t answer questions.
It didn’t explain why Evelyn had disappeared for days before a body had suddenly been found.
Nothing explained that.
Not the reports.
Not the police.
Not the people who insisted the case was over.
Especially not the people who insisted the case was over.
My father called me downstairs later that morning.
The moment I entered his study, I knew something was wrong.
He sat at the table with a folder open in front of him.
A phone rested beside his coffee.
His posture was rigid.
Prepared.
The sight alone made my stomach twist.
“What is it?” I asked.
He looked up.
For a second, something almost sympathetic flickered across his face.
Then it disappeared.
“I’ve finalized a business agreement.”
I frowned.
“Okay…”
“It’s in Lumenvale.”
The name hit me like ice water.
Every muscle in my body tensed.
“No.”
My father sighed.
“We’re relocating.”
The chair scraped loudly against the floor as I stood.
“No.”
This time the word came out sharper.
More desperate.
“I am not moving there.”
“It’s already arranged.”
“Then un-arrange it.”
“Violet—”
“No.”
I shook my head violently.
“Absolutely not.”
My chest tightened.
My pulse thundered in my ears.
“She died there.”
The words came out small.
Broken.
My father closed his eyes briefly.
“I know.”
“No, you don’t.”
His jaw tightened.
“Violet—”
“You don’t know because if you did, you wouldn’t be asking me to go back there.”
“I’m not asking.”
The room fell silent.
The realization hit harder than the words themselves.
He wasn’t discussing it.
He wasn’t looking for agreement.
The decision had already been made.
“We have to move forward.”
The sentence felt like a slap.
I stared at him.
Forward.
As if grief had a schedule.
As if losing Evelyn was something I could simply step around.
“You want me to move to the city where my sister died.”
“I want us to continue living.”
Tears burned behind my eyes.
“You make it sound so simple.”
“It isn’t.”
“Then stop pretending it is.”
My father rubbed a hand across his face.
For the first time since Evelyn’s death, he looked tired.
Not busy.
Not distracted.
Just exhausted.
Still, his answer didn’t change.
“You don’t have a choice.”
I stared at him for several seconds.
I wanted to say more
But I turned and walked away.
Because if I stayed any longer, I might scream.
The rest of the day passed in a blur.
I barely left my room.
The word Lumenvale repeated endlessly in my mind.
The city where Evelyn died.
The city where everything stopped making sense.
The city where a body had been found.
A body everyone claimed belonged to my sister.
A body I had never truly believed was Evelyn’s.
I sat on the floor beside my bed and buried my face in my hands.
Hot tears slipped through my fingers.
“I don’t believe it.”
The confession sounded pathetic spoken aloud.
But it was true.
I didn’t believe any of it.
Not completely.
Not deep down.
The official story fit together too neatly.
Every answer arrived conveniently.
Every question ended abruptly.
Case closed.
Accident.
No further investigation.
The phrases repeated in my head until I wanted to throw something.
“I’ll find out what happened.”
My voice trembled.
But the promise remained.
“I don’t care how long it takes.”
I lifted my head.
Stared into the quiet room.
“If you’re really gone…”
My throat tightened.
The next words nearly broke me.
“…then I deserve to know why.”
Silence answered.
Yet something inside me shifted.
Not healing.
Not acceptance.
Determination.
Sleep never came.
Around two in the morning, I found myself standing outside Evelyn’s room again.
The hallway was dark.
The house silent.
I pushed the door open carefully.
Moonlight spilled through the curtains.
Everything remained untouched.
The sight made my chest ache.
Slowly, I crossed the room.
My gaze drifted across the bookshelf.
Then stopped.
A gap.
Tiny.
Almost invisible.
But enough.
Frowning, I reached toward it.
My fingers brushed against something hidden behind a row of books.
A notebook.
Small.
Worn around the edges.
My heartbeat quickened instantly.
I recognized the handwriting on the cover.
Evelyn.
Carefully, I sat on the edge of the bed and opened it.
The first pages were harmless.
Random thoughts.
Movie ratings.
Song lyrics.
Complaints about school.
Little fragments of a life interrupted too soon.
Then I turned another page.
A date stared back at her.
March 12
Today I finally texted him.
After three weeks of staring at his profile like a complete i***t.
I almost didn’t do it.
Actually, I definitely shouldn’t have done it.
But I did.
And now he’s typing…
A small smile escaped me before I could stop it.
That sounded exactly like Evelyn.
I turned the page.
March 28
His name is Damien Cross.
He’s eighteen.
Lives in Lumenvale.
Attends Westbridge Academy.
Apparently he’s terrible at math and refuses to admit it.
I told him he was lying.
He sent me his test score as proof.
It was worse than I expected.
A laugh slipped out.
The first genuine laugh I had had in days.
For a moment, it felt as though Evelyn was sitting beside me again.
Talking.
Rambling.
Being herself.
I kept reading.
Pages filled with stories about late-night conversations.
Inside jokes.
Arguments that lasted five minutes before turning into laughter.
Hours spent talking until sunrise.
Then another entry caught my attention.
April 21
I think I’m in trouble.
The kind of trouble that smiles at you and makes you forget every intelligent decision you’ve ever made.
I like him.
Way more than I planned to.
I swallowed.
The words felt strangely intimate.
A version of Evelyn I had never been allowed to see.
The pages that followed overflowed with Damien.
Little details.
Small moments.
Memories carefully preserved.
Then, gradually, something changed.
The warmth began to fade.
Only slightly at first.
May 8
Something weird happened today.
He disappeared in the middle of a conversation.
28 hours.
No explanation.
Then he came back acting like nothing happened.
Probably nothing.
I’m overthinking.
Another page.
May 16
Damien keeps avoiding certain questions.
Especially when I ask about his family.
Or Lumenvale.
It’s strange.
But everyone has secrets, right?
Another.
May 29
Okay.
This is getting harder to ignore.
Every time I ask where he was last weekend, he changes the subject.
Every single time.
It’s probably innocent.
I think.
Hopefully.
A cold feeling settled in my stomach.
The doubt was there.
Small at first.
Then growing.
Evelyn had noticed it.
She had simply refused to trust her own instincts.
May 31
Lumenvale doesn’t feel normal.
It feels controlled.
Something about that statement made me very uneasy.
Several pages later, I found the entry dated June 14.
The day before Evelyn traveled to Lumenvale.
June 14
I’m finally going to Lumenvale.
I’m going to meet Damien.
Part of me is excited.
Part of me feels sick.
I don’t know why.
Maybe because this is real now.
Or maybe because every time I think about seeing him, I remember that feeling that something isn’t quite right.
I keep telling myself I’m imagining it.
I hope I am.
I turned the page.
At first I thought it was blank.
Then I noticed the damage.
The paper had been scratched repeatedly by a pen.
Lines carved through the page.
Aggressive.
Desperate.
I leaned closer.
The words underneath were barely visible.
Yet not completely hidden.
He’s not what he seems.
I don’t know if I can trust him.
I stopped breathing.
Below the crossed-out lines, written in calmer handwriting, sat a final sentence.
I’m being ridiculous.
Everything is fine.
The contradiction made my skin crawl.
The scratched-out confession felt real.
The reassurance felt forced.
Like Evelyn had written what she truly believed first.
Then spent the next hour convincing herself she was wrong.
Slowly, I turned another page.
The handwriting deteriorated immediately.
Letters slanted unevenly.
Sentences broke apart halfway through.
Thoughts appeared unfinished.
Then, near the bottom of one page, I found the final message.
The last clear sentence Evelyn had left behind.
Don’t trust the version of the story they give you.
The notebook trembled in my hands.
Damien Cross.
Lumenvale.
WestBridge Academy.
The accident.
The closed case.
None of it fit anymore.
None of it made sense.
I closed the notebook carefully and pressed it against my chest.
For a week, everyone had expected me to accept what happened.
To grieve.
To move on.
To stop asking questions.
But questions were all I had left.
And now I had something else.
A name.
A city.
A trail.
Whatever waited in Lumenvale, I would find it.
No matter what the truth turned out to be.
- Writer
