Arlo Alone at a bar, I’m drowning my sorrows in scotch. I was hurt by what Violet said to me. Is she truly finished with our relationship, or was it just a rash decision made in the heat of the moment? I wouldn’t blame her. I have been acting like a complete ass. Despite everything, she is right. Jealousy is consuming me. The idea of the three of them being together last night was something I really couldn’t stand. The part that confuses me is the reason behind it. Was it because I wasn’t there or because there is more to it on my end? Are my feelings towards Violet growing? One’s beyond s****l and friends? It’s overwhelming me. I sigh, finish off my drink and decided it is best to leave the bar. If I drink too much, I will end up drunk and open my stupid mouth, saying something I should

