LOVE AT FIRST SNIFF

ITS NO EXCUSE !!

So its been two full weeks since I last spoke to Jonas and he has  been trying to mind link me but I keep blocking him out ,  I just can bare to here what he has got to say .                                                                        Nevada hasn't spoke to me since a week today because she wants me to go beg for our mates forgiveness for telling him get out and not come back . I haven't even went our my room for food Sarah has been leaving food by my door . but not even touched any since I last spoke to Jonas . I,m starting to feel weak now my bones are thinning as I haven't been exercising my body wants to shift in to my wolf. I am not ready for that im in too much pain all ready from been heart broken . I m lost in  my thoughts and I do not see Jonas stood at the end of my bed . his head is down  and he s howling so everyone knows he is a broken wolf . I look up and see how with drawn he looks he is a broken man .. I say Jonas why you acting like this , I m the one who is heartbroken , No Bonnie you are the one who is acting out . you have not let me explain my self and why I was in my girlfriends room Jonas cried . WELL EXPLAIN JONAS ! 

Jonas was stood with a tear in his eye his lips were moving but nothing coming out I think hes actually shocked to hear someone talk to him like that to the king . but I don't care if I am going to be his queen I need to be firm with him . BONNIE PLEASE JUST LISTEN TO ME JONAS SHOUTED IN A ANGRY VOICE . ok Jonas speak but don't shot me some bullshit line , I want the truth and honesty .                                      Jonas sat down next to me on the bottom of the bed , all I wanted to do was lay down and him rap his arms round me .. but no I have to be strong , bonnie did you hear anything from my conversation with Katie  because if you had you would have heard me telling how we have met and we are mates you know bonnie how big of a bond mates are it a bones that can never be broke! and it was katie who was saying she loves me  .

bonnie please just here me he cries ,my body feels so weak and I feel my body falling  as I put my head in my hand , my body begins to fall of the bed when Jonas catches me and carries me to the doctors room . I pass out in his arms !