started coming round from my operation , could here Jonas calling my name I felt groggy and like I had been hit by a bus my left side of my chest was sore . But I couldn't wait till I felt 90% better to hold my babies I hadn't even had chance to cuddle them properly in nearly two weeks 12 days old and I have seen them 4 times but I new it was for the best . I opened my eyes seen the most handsome man looking down on me with a smile on his face he looked like he hit the jackpot . hello I said was everything ok did everything go ok with the surgery . Jonas said of course everything went great I paid for the best surgeons around .The surgeon drained the poison and heal your wound he took part of your lung away that the poison affected the most. I was so happy my body was going to get back to

