Woke up in the doctors room again , asked how long had I been like this . Jonas told me 2 hours and doctor says I haven't shifted so my werecat is shutting down she going depressed and needs to let out at least once a day from first time I shifted . I never even thought about shifting I totally neglected Nevada but why she not spoke to me about it I asked the doctor . sorry bonnie you will have to figure that out your self. he gave me a information booklet to take home with me . the hole time I was in doctors office Jonas holed my hand to let me know everything is going to be ok and we will get through this together . he kissed me on the forehead and nodded come on lets go home, we need to talk bonnie thanks doctor we will sort this . and we walked to Jonas car when cried shift bonnie , but I don't no how too first time I shifed was because Nevada wanted to take over me and fight. Jonas told me to think of me been a large cheater and think hard . I done what he said and shifted in to my cheater Nevada was screaming with joy . thanking me and Jonas and she started running down the field it felt amazing the wind going through my fur and Nevada was saying she sorry for not been there for me and explaining what the problem was . I said it ok were both to blame , Nevada giggled Jonas had shifted too an he was running beside me rubbing hi fur up against me it sent ecstasy through my body this wolf was one horney boy . we had been running good hour I felt alive for once in my life been a cheater was amazing but still bit sad that growing up I thought Nevada was a wolf . but happy I took my mothers gene in stead of my fathers . when Nevada told me I still had wolf in me but she not come out yet . I stopped running and shifted back to my self curled up in a ball and cried . Jonas shifted back too and asked me wat was up , I told him Nevada told me I have wolf in me as well what does this mean. Jonas laughed Bonnie of course you have wolf in you your father is wolf , your mother is cheater so that makes you have too out egos you also get to chose which ego you want when you met both . what Jonas said give me bit of hope and mad me feel miles more calmer. Nevada was talking away to blake through mind link me and Jonas smiled and got in car to go home we where naked . as our clothes torn in the shift , driving home Jonas hand his hand on my leg I felt pure joy this man was going to be my husband . he asked me if I would like to go for a meal at one of the near towns . I was bit scared as its a human town they don't know us majestic animals are living in the woodland areas around the world . I sad yes as its going to be nice to be normal people for one day . Jonas said cool go get dressed and ill come to your room for 7pm . its 2pm when we reached the pack house , I kissed Jonas on lips and said see you soon . I mind linked Sarah , hello Sarah hope your ok but can you help me pick something out to go on a date with Jonas , she mind linked me congratulations and call me mum your my daughter now sweetheart . I mind linked her back what do you mean Sarah I'm your daughter now . you don't remember Jonas asking you to marry him and you said yes . I giggled sorry Sarah it must have slipped my mind come to my room ill be there in a second . when I walked In my room laying on the bed was a long fish tale dress in navy blue it had a heart shape at front that would show my cleavage off and small crystals all over the dress turned the dress round and it was backless down to my back it had buttons all way down to the end of the dress . I had a silver clutch bag with silver stilettos and a white gold heart neckless with heart matching earrings he really went all out next to them was a box with my heart shaped diamond in the centre . he really has spoiled me rotten , I put the ring on and went in to the shower washed my hair and body got out and grabbed my blow-dryer and dried my hair the straightened it put my make up on went out my bathroom to see sarah all dressed up in long dress and stilettoes she looked amazing her dress silver and she had navy shoes on . she said get dresses come on sweetheart . we walked out the room and stood Jonas in a navy suit with his brown shoes on white shirt his hair was all brushed back over showing how long it was . he looked amazing we all did , he said I have a surprise for you hope you liked it . he put his arm out for me to hold on too as we got to the stairs seen pink roses down each side of the steps was a red carpet put out in the middle leading us to the doors had 2 guards on each side of the door that bowed to me Sarah and Jonas . it was a weird but a nice weird WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON . Nevada was well chuft with her self she said bonnie were getting married .I looked at Jonas who smiled bonnie this Is the day we become man and wife . Jonas why today I havnent even picked my dress or anything . Jonas looked at me and said don't worry Bridie has sorted all ths for you.