Note: Caution alert for anyone triggered by reading about panic attacks, read at your own risk. I have put a warning note on where it begins and ends so you don't have to worry.
All through the night I was a victim to my horrendous thoughts. I have been a coward, afraid to see what was right in front of her, afraid to think of the brutality of the present and now I was crying.
I was feeling the burn of everything I had lost A.L.L A.T O.N.C.E.
My Mom...
Dad....
Myself...
Home...
Life was wiped out by one choice.... one man's decision. I still couldn't grasp the fact that he...
My hands tightened around the pillow and I tightened my eyes shut and whimpered.
I lost everything.
I felt his hand tightening around my torso from behind as if he wanted to let me know that I wasn't alone.
