Chapter 4

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Power doesn’t always shout. Sometimes, it gently knocks on your bedroom door at eight in the morning, carrying coffee in fine china and a veiled ultimatum in every word. My mother didn’t wait for me to invite her in. She never did. She walked into my room as if she owned the air in it, setting the porcelain cup on my nightstand with a grace that always felt too rehearsed. “I heard about the board meeting,” she said. I didn’t look at her. “Then you probably heard I didn’t sign anything.” She sat at the foot of my bed. In any other family, that might have been comforting. But in this one? It meant I was about to be managed. “You embarrassed several of our oldest partners,” she said calmly. “No,” I replied, stretching my arms above my head. I told the truth in a room full of liars. That tends to make people uncomfortable.” She didn’t flinch. Of course, she didn’t. “That tone may work with the press or with Rafael,” she said, “but it doesn’t work with me.” “Right,” I said, finally meeting her eyes. “Because with you, I’m not allowed to have a tone at all.” Silence stretched between us. Then she said, “You weren’t raised to fight us.” “I wasn’t raised to lose either.” That got to her. I saw the way her lips pressed together, slightly tighter than before. “I know you think you’re making a point,” she said. But this deal is bigger than you. "It’s about securing the family’s future.” “There’s always something bigger than me,” I said. The company. The name. The expectations. When exactly do I get to be more than just useful?” My voice didn’t c***k, but it almost did. And that scared me more than anything else. She stood, brushing invisible lint off her dress. “You’ve had more freedom than most people could dream of.” Freedom? If freedom meant being watched, weighed, and used—then yes, I had it in abundance. As she turned to leave, she said it quietly, almost like a warning. “You don’t want to disappoint your father again.” I stared at the ceiling long after she left. That’s the thing about being part of a legacy. You spend your whole life being reminded that your last name is louder than your voice. But I was done being quiet. I didn’t expect to see Rafael that day. Not after the board meeting. Not after my mother’s morning visit, which was disguised as concern but loaded with control. But sometime after lunch, there he was—standing in the garden as if he had all the time in the world, completely unaware that the family empire was on the verge of imploding behind him. I watched from the terrace for a moment before stepping outside. His back was turned, hands in his pockets, jacket gone, and shirt sleeves rolled up as if he were trying to feel something real. The breeze moved through the trees, stirring just enough to remind me that the world hadn’t stopped—no matter how loud it felt inside my head. “You’re either hiding or thinking,” I said, breaking the stillness as I stepped onto the path behind him. He didn’t turn around. “You’re assuming I can’t do both.” I walked closer. “Multitasking looks good on you.” That earned me a small glance. Our eyes met for just a second—his unreadable as always. But I knew that look; he wasn’t just there for the fresh air. “How bad was it?” he asked. I tilted my head. “Define ‘it.’” “Your mom. This morning.” I hesitated, not because I didn’t want to answer, but because I hadn’t expected him to ask. No one ever inquired about how it felt; they only asked when I would fall back in line. “She brought coffee,” I finally said, “and a reminder that I’m not supposed to be writing anything—just signing what’s handed to me.” He exhaled slowly and deliberately. “That sounds like her.” I raised an eyebrow. “Still defending my mother?” “No,” he replied. “I’ve just learned not to be surprised.” We stood in silence, not awkward, just full. “She wants me to fix this,” I said after a moment. To fix myself. Or whatever version of me makes the headlines easier to manage. Rafael turned to face me fully now. “You’re not broken, Zyra.” I shrugged. “You’ve said that before.” “I didn’t understand it before.” “And now?” “I’m trying to.” His voice wasn’t sharp or soft; it was just honest. For some reason, that made it harder to brush off. “You know," he continued, "when we were engaged… I thought your resistance was just pride or fear. I never asked what was underneath.” I gave a humorless laugh. “You didn’t want to know. No one did.” “I do now.” That made me stop—not because I fully believed him, but because something within me wanted to. “I spent years trying to fit into a version of myself that looked good on paper,” I admitted. “And when I couldn’t do it anymore, I broke away so fast that I didn’t even know who I was without the rebellion.” He didn’t respond with words, but his gaze was intense, and I felt it in my chest. “You’re not the problem,” he said quietly. “You’re just the only one who’s ever had the guts to say something’s wrong.” My arms crossed, partly out of habit, partly out of defense. “You sound like you’re on my side.” “I’m not picking sides,” he replied. “But I’m not pretending anymore either.” There was something strange about hearing him say that—like the floor shifted just a little beneath me. Not enough to make me fall, but enough to notice. “You shouldn’t say things like that,” I said softly. “Why?” “Because you make it harder to hate you.” He smiled. “I’ll take the risk.” The surrounding garden was still, with only the faint sound of water trickling from the stone fountain in the corner and the wind brushing the leaves above us. It felt like a different world, away from the legacy, the name, and the expectations. For a moment, I wondered if we could stay here, just us. No deals. No contracts. No past. But I knew better. “You’re still going to push for the deal,” I said. “Of course.” “And I’m still going to challenge it.” He nodded. “Good.” We stood in silence again neither heavy nor tense, but balanced. “You know,” I said after a while, “for someone raised to win, you’re surprisingly okay with losing arguments.” He glanced sideways. “Maybe I stopped thinking of you as the opponent.” Something about that caught in my throat. I didn’t respond; I simply nodded once and started walking back inside. But I felt him watching me, and for the first time in a long time, it didn’t feel like pressure. It felt like presence.
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