The Many Lives I Lived

Death

Alice POV: 

It was dark, one of the most darkies nights it had been in while outside where you couldn’t see a shadow. I had arrived at my final destination at the edge of the forbidden forest and our pack territory for the protection spell. 

The protection spell I am casting is one that has six points outside and one final in the packhouse where it is powered from. Once completed it will create a protective barrier doom around the territory. The only drawback is that it takes an incredible amount of mana and time to prepare for this size. So after I have finished this I will have alone 9% of mana remaining it is enough to protect myself from attacks.   

So as I was casting the last of the protection spells around the pack’s territory I saw my husband/mate with my b***h of a sister. She looked more hateful than usual but what else was new, she has always been heartless towards me. They started to approach me after I completed the spell. When they were about speaking distance from me I asked: “sister what brought you here with my mate? As you can see I have just finished the protection spell for the pack.”

With that, she just laughed at me like I just said the most absurd thing in the whole world. Then, I heard her shrill voice say “immobilize” and I was frozen, unable to move a single finger.  

I look at her with shock and anger. “Why have you immobilized me? Justin, help me before something happens?” But he did absolutely nothing just standing there like a statue. With a calm face on as if he knew this was going to happen. 

“Dear sister, you want to know why I am doing this! It is simply because your role is done and it is time for you to die. Thank you for putting the protection spell up for us, now we don’t have to worry about attacks in the future. Justin and I can finally be together like we were meant to be from the start, me as his luna. You just had to get in the way by being his mate well no more Justin reject this worthless creature and make me your true Luna already.”

I waited for his response my stomach tightened and the air grew thick around us “I will never forever you for this” I said. 

“Sure,” he said in a cold voice that pierced my heart.

“I Alpha Justin Dark of the Darkness Pack I hereby rejected you, Alice Wonder, as my mate and Luna of the Darkness Pack from here on.”

I looked at him as he was breaking my heart and said “Yes! I accept your rejection and want nothing more to do with you either of you from this day forth. I hope you are happy together in your twisted little lives, now release me so I can be on my way.”

All of a sudden  Justin lept forward and stabbed me with a dagger in the stomach with the intent of taking my life. 

“Why, why, both of you got what you wanted?” As the pain sored through my body blood oozed from my abdomen.

“Dear sister, you see the thing is I need you to die so the pack will think a rogue killed you, and I can truly be Luna and so you don’t have time to release the protection spell.” 

I was suddenly released from my sister’s spell and looking for a way to escape. “Thank you dear sister because of your sacrifice  none can stand against us now, Justin and I will take over and rule all the werewolves together as the rightful king and queen.”

Summoning up all the remaining strength I could I cast a fire spell to make a wall of fire to prevent them from following me I dragged myself into the forest. Still checking my wound, the blood is draining through my fingers.

“We have to stop her before she can reach someone and tell them what has happened,” said my sister.

“Don’t worry my dear, she won’t get far, she is bleeding out, she  can do nothing to stop the inevitable  she will die soon enough.” 

As I turned back for one last look I knew that will be the last words I will hear leave from his lips in this life. With that I began to think “after everything he did to me, betraying me for someone else. Even after I helped him become better, started him on the path to being a kinder alpha toward his people i.e omegas. He rejected me and stabbed me in the stomach fatally. “Foolish nitwitted alpha werewolf for you, I guess he is no different to the others, any simple pretty w***e and you will abandon your senses. I guess the true i***t would be me for believing, you were different after all we have been through things that changed me into who I am now.”

As I staggered further into the forest where I knew I would be safe from him at least. For this forest was forbidden to all werewolves as a place for spirits to dwell and protect the true nature of the forest from unwelcome visitors. However, I can enter having previously befriended their leader and allowing me to stay anytime I wanted. I didn't have much time left, with the amount of blood pouring from the laceration I finally reached the center of the forest.

With a gasp, I cast a spell and the tree branches bent and twisted to make a bed/coffin for me to rest and I turned my revealed face to look at stars and the moon. I began to cry softly appeared in front of me. When a beautiful woman appeared with a pale face and long, lustrous black hair that fell to her waist. Clothed in white robes, with a gold crown that dazzled me with its bright light. The crown was a symbol, along with the moon of course.

You see throughout the cosmos there are gods, goddesses, and immortal beings that live together in their own private plane, some are more well known than others. From the Greek gods to northern gods but there is more than one can count and they all have different duties depending on the worlds they are worshiped and assigned to. They all live in different areas of the immortal plane ruled by their different royal gods but there is only one supreme god royal family that rules all others. However, there is only one god or should I say goddess that I truly hate to the core of my being.

The one and only great moon goddess Selene herself "I have come to take you to your next life" she said in her prideful voice. I looked at her and began to laugh crazily. "You broke your word again, you said this life will be different than I will finally find true happiness and love but that was a-load of bull-shut."

 She looked at me stunned "it was not meant for you to die like this although you did put him and his pack on the right track to save the supernatural world so thank you for your work".

I look at her like she is crazy "you don't get it to do you, I am done with this I have lived the worst lives possible always being hurt. Either from my do call family or my mate you have chosen but end up abusing and using me then a big slap of painful rejection in my face.

Do you know what happens when I die, either they kill me or my body gives out? Just so when my mate meets their second chance mate they are also like “woohoo and I truly love you.” But the one thing all of them have in common is they forget about me like I never existed.

I know you always say “they do remember me” but, the thing I do know is that no one remembers me or mentions me in the history books. So in the end all my lives mean nothing to anyone. I am just a side character for the mains or a stepping stone for them. I am sick of all of it. I mean I am the greatest, most powerful witch to ever live and I still keep my title from my first life".

She then looks annoyed "look you had to go through that to help save so many lives even if they don't know you I do. And you are the only strongest soul throughout the universe who can do these things so it is time to move on and start anew".

With that, I just say "that's great words but where is my reward? Throughout my many lives, I have been in pain through all of them. Just to make it better for others that's great and all but this time I just can't. Say let the past be forgotten and move on because I trusted him and gave him the last part of my heart and you know what he did destroy it completely.

So you know what, I have decided to do something I have wanted to do through all of my lives break them all." As I said that she looks stunned that I have gone crazy but I smiled at her.

"It is done, all of them are beginning to break down and it won't protect them anymore if you want to know why it is because this latest mate has planned on doing horrible things with his pack. Then that got me thinking, have I throughout all my life been protecting trash all along either to find happiness or to bring more pain to the world. So this is my answer to doing this over again, no I won't because I am too tired of this so I put a spell on my body that I will sleep forever with the protection spell that can't be broken.

To freeze me in time a few seconds before I die so my soul will be in this body forever and asleep. Looks like you need to find a new strong soul who can go through this s**t but not me. I am too tired of it."

I say this as my eyes start to get heavy and feel so sleepy thinking time to get some well-deserved rest. Before I do I hear her say "you won't be sleepy forever you will be awoken by your new mate so I will heal that wound so get some sleep if you want but you cannot run away from love or destiny forever."

I look at her one last time and say "watch me" then everything becomes a blur which turns into darkness. This is it, my rest it's so peaceful no one will bother me here or hurt me, I can be who I  truly am finally. No more having to fake it I can be who I truly am for once and not deal with those stupid people and an annoying moon goddess I can just be me. Now that I think about it I should have done this sooner just so I can be at peace faster.