He says whilst looking like he was lost in thought before looking back at me.
I looked Javier in his eyes and hoped my next words wouldn't break any future chances of a reconciliation between us.
"You do realise that I can't just forgive what you all did, right? you all betrayed me and you lied to me when you didn't need to...you could've saved me a lot of pain and sadness if you had just sat me down and told me that you had to go away for a little while, I know I was only sixteen but I was a smart sixteen year old and I would've understood, especially if you had told me about your mom's fears"
I said the last part with a slight growl as I glared at my mate.
"I'm not a heartless b***h, Javier and I'm not selfish either, I wouldn't want your mom to suffer just so that I could be happy"
