"Of course not"
I said before letting out a shaky breath.
"It just sucks and I hate how painful it is"
"You've lost someone incredibly important to you, Addy, if it's not painful then did you really care?"
He says and I groan.
"You're right...again"
I said and we both laughed.
We then pulled away from each other and Xavier kissed my forehead before we both took our seats at the bar.
I went to grab my bottle of Jack but Xavier grabbed it before I could.
"Hey, what are you doing?"
"Stopping you from doing something which you'll regret tomorrow morning when your head is buried in the toilet bowl and every noise you hear feels like a rock concert is going on in there"
He says and I roll my eyes.
"I'm entitled to drown my sorrows, Xavier"
"Yes and one bottle is enough, love"
"If y
