The Girl And Her Love

#58

The reality is I need you.

If things could change I shall surely make efforts to change things.

But I know it can not.

My love starts with you and only you.

Your love is for someone else.

If I take breath I cannot see you.

That breath is nothing.

I live every moment with you and only you.

I keep you in my heart like no one can take you away from me.

I know you are not mine but I cannot help myself.

I need your love but you love someone else.

You are happy with him.

So I am happy to see you like that.

You be with him.

The eyes of yours attract me like anything..the color of your eyes give me happiness.

They help me to mve ahead.

They give ne reasons to survive.

I want to be your mad lover.

But I know this is not happening.

If I will be yours then I will not leave you.

Never means never.

This is the first time when my sleep has gone just because of you.

I have bern constantly thinking about you and only you.

My heart has a place for you.

It is connected with you and only you.

I regret things going this way..

But I have kept all the moments for you.

I have kept my heart for you.

My eyes have moved towards you abd only you.

I need you Ria.

But the reality is I cannot have you.

You have come in my heart a hundred times like a fairy.

But now you are there as my heart only..

This moment is my abd your are there in ut.

I want to live this moment like anything.

I want to meet you everyday.

Then we shall meet each other some day fir sure.

I do not know why I keep in thinking so much.

I do not know why I keep on laughing this much.

If you will come close to me then you will know what is going in my mind..

Leave everything abd just look into my eyes.

If you will get into this then you will know the deepest secrets of mine.

I feel bad fir my heart.

I think it may get mad soon.

I am listening to things which I may not hear again.

These nights will come again but you will not be there.

I will meet you and you will meet me.

But after that we will meet each other some other day.

I want this moment to stay fit a while.

I do not know what do.

From the moment my eyes have net you all the story has started.

From the moment the story has started things have changed a lot.

When my eyes met you my heart has started falling for you..

From the moment my eyes met you new things have started..

New stories have started..

Fresh things have started.

I have forgotten myself just fir you.

But could not get you.

For me your happiness counts the most.

From the day my eyes met you new story started.

Tell me one thing if I have that right or not.

Hoe will I tell you.

I want to lice in you

I want to be with you and only you.

I want yo say one thing if you give me permission.

I love you simply.

I love you Ria.

I am in love with every single thing of yours.

You are mine.

The feelings aren't close to you.

But I am damn serious about you.

I get happiness dur to you and only you.

I want to say that when I am with you my soul is at heaven.

My body has that feel.

I feel like you are the only one who can give me happiness.

But j know the reality is something else.

Yo.

Why are you different from everyone.

Why are you so idiotic.

I want to spend each and every moment with you abd only you.

I have habit of loving you to eternity.

I know you do not know about this.

But chill I will not let you know this.

Because for me you are the one who is important.

I do not know whether I will get to say about this to you or not.

No matter wherever I will be I will love you and only you.

For me you are the one who counts the most.

I am afraid that I will lose you.

What will I do with this.

I will not do anything without you.

No matter whether I am alive or not I will love you.

Whether I go away from here I shall love you.

When I met you I got the opportunity to love myself a bit more.

No matter what I will shine with you abd only you.

I do not know whether the god will be with me or not but my love will be with me only Ria.

My heart has started saying this to me.

Yeah!

I have got relaxation due to you only.

My heart and mind has started saying me to go away and love you.

So that you do not get to know anything.

I want to make you mine.

I want to make you steal from everyone.

I will die without you.

I will not be able to live without you.

Ria you are my love.

But above all you are my friend.

My heart and mind wants to be with you and only you.

I want to keep you safely. Where I believe you will be happy.

I will not be anyone else's in this birth.

I do not know where this journey will take.

My whole life revolves around you abd only you.

My heart knows everything but still it makes excuse.

My eyes knows the truth.

But still it makes excuses.

It should know all the gestures which my heart makes.

But no it does not get any.

Love is in the air.

The story is unknown to others.

Ria you have been in my life since childhood.

I did not fall for you that time.

But it was not that I did not love you.

I loved you since I got to know what is love.

You have been on my mind from the beginning only.

But never did I get guts to say anything to you.

I wanted to say anything to you.

I will never ever get guts to say anything anything to you in near future.

I do not know what will happen.

I will not do anything for you.

I will not be able to get my things settle.

I will not be able to make friendship strong.

I know things are better this way.

If I will not let go everything, things will not be settled anyway.

Firstly I need to go to the very right place where things started.

I do not want anything to ruin our friendship.

If I will do anything.

Then things will surely not be this way.

I know Ria understands me.

She will understand me further too.

But I know not how will she take this.

I just cannot hamper our bond this way.

Love is okay but friendship is above everything.

We should keep friendship above everything.

Not everything can be this way.

I know I cannot handle many things but I will have to learn things how to make things work.

This is very much needed.

Atul has already created fuss in her life.

If now I will also do the same then what will be the difference between we both.

Indeed we will be the same only.

Things will not be the way it is.

Akash is her love and she will get het love.

She will be happy as she is.

She will not be sad.

I will make sure that she will not be sad.

Her happiness is my duty.

And I will do everything to make her happy.

She will be the happiest soul on this earth.

She will not be unhappy anymore due to me.

She will be in the 8th cloud.

I shall talk to Akash for her.

I shall make things more simple for her.

I will remove all chaos.

I will make things settle for her.

Because she needs to have a peaceful life.

She requires a life full of happiness.

She craves for love and she will definitely get love.

I will do anything for her to make her happy. I want things to be sorted for her happiness. But it cannot be.

Only thing which I can do is backoff.

i will have to back off from everything.

I will have to be myself.

I cannot just go and say I love you to her.

After me telling this, things will not be clear.

things will be more difficult.

Things will not be simple as I want.

I want my life not to affect her life.