#49
1174 Words
you broke my heart but I did not say anything to you.
I wanted to say multiple things to you but did not say anything.
I did not say anything to you.
Why did you not listen to me.
I wanted you to say things but kept quite I thought you might listen to my silence buy you did not get my silence.
I so wish you would have understood my silence why I kept silent.
But you did not get my silence.
I wanted you to know why you are so important to me.
But you did not wanted to know the fact.
I wanted you to know why my heart beats for you.
But you were least interested in knowing the reality.
I so wish you could read my eyes.
My eyes had number of emotions in it but you did not pay heed to it.
Things were very simple but you did not get me.
I wanted you to be my side.
But you did not lead your way towards me.
You could have bend your ways towards me.
Coming closer to me you could have got different ideas about me.
But never dud you do so.
Since years I had tried to send you my lovr towards you.
But you did not get things.
Things were not that difficult.
But you made it difficult.
Why, why, why?
Love is love.
Love is not that difficult.
We make it difficult.
If you would have accepted my feelings towards you,then things would not have been this way.
But you did not accept.
Why what was the harm in accepting.
All these years I had seen you having crush on different guys.
But why did you not have crush on me.
You could have on me.
I am not difficult to be loved.
You could have loved me.
But for you all those boys were important.
I was not at all important for you.
How come anyone become so important to you?
I do not get.
Letting love someone and not getting the lve which I deserve is very difficult.
I deserved your attention, I deserved your love.
Nothing you gave me.
Loving me was not out of culture.
But for you I was not in your culture only.
If you wanted you could have gone for me.
But never did you wish to do so..things are not that difficult.
But you made it seem difficult for you.
I wanted you to bring things before you but I could not succeed in this.
I so wish I could have done this.
But it is okay.You broke my heart buy I did not say anything to you.Had there been any other guy hr would have said hundred things to you.
Inam ready for you but you did not agree to me.
What was the problem in agreeing to that.
I am not that bad.
I did not say anything to you that does not mean I do not feel bad.
I am in your dreams only.
My eyes wants to see you only.
If you will be there in my fate I will be the happiest person.
But no you are not there in my destiny.
I want you to be in my fate.
I muss you like hell Ria.
Your memories will take my heart away.
My heart does not want to live without you.
I want to live with you.
I know this os fault of my heart only.
But what can I do?
I am very clueless what to do.
Your memories are always with me.
I cannot live without you.
The distance which I git was due to destiny only.
It was not iny hands.
If things were in my hand I would not have let you go.
But yes!
I left but I cannot let you be with anyone else.
Please come to me and hug me tightly.
All your memories will kill me and I will die without them.
You are not there with me but you are in me.
The love is in me as usual.
I want to say things to you.
But how to do.
You are mine one and only.
My heart is worried about you.
But I know things cannot go as per my wish.
Just because of you I got to know what is love.
You are my heroine.
The things have changed easily.
I never thought things will be this way.
I know you do not want me.
You want that Akash.
If I will get chance then I will surely find why do you love him.
Are you serious?.
What is there in him?
Just because he is good in studies you want to be with him????
Right there is no other reason apart from this to be with him.
But you also know you will never ever get him.
He will not be in your destiny.
Even if he wants to be part pf your life, I shall change things.
It will not at all be difficult for me.
I did no want to do so but now I am determined enough I want you in my life by hook or crook.
But if this will not take place then I shall change the situation.
every day I pray to god that you will be in my destiny.
But yes!
Things cannot be that way.
I will do anything for you. Please be mine.
Why cannot you be mine.
I have been doing number of things fir you but you did not do anything for me.
I want to live with you and only you Ria.
But I know you cannot be part of life.
I search for you every now then but cannot find you.
At least let me know what I can do for you.
You are in me.
I want you to get close to me.
But you are like you want Akash.
He is not interested in you.
Why do not you get this.
Akash does not want t be with you also.
He does not even wants to add his name with you.
I want a girl like you only in my life.
And you are absolutely like that only.
I have had said about this to you a hundred times.
Listen I swear I cannot live peacefully without thinking about you .
I am just mad at you..
I am mad at all the madness of your deeds.
How you show your haitrait towards me I do not know how to control.
How to tell you that I have already accepted you as my partner.
You are mine and I am yours.
I wanted to listen this from you this valentine but could not get to hear this from you.
The life is all about two days only.
I have hidden all the emotions if mine under my anger as I want you to get me.
But I know nothing you will do for me.
I will not be able to handle myself.
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