The Girl And Her Love

#71

When I saw you I got to know that love is blind, and man can go crazy in love. Love has no boundaries. Love is love. Ria you have been the reason to love eternally. I still remember the first encounter. I had an eye contact. That time I felt like where should I go from here. I shall die in your arms only. The love and power you gave me was beyond anything. My eyes had seen your dreams, I do not have anything else. Nothing is mine everywhere you and your presence is there. Please come to my world and make it happening. Please come and see I am having tears in my eyes. But these tears are of love. I do not know where to go from here. You are the one who is reason for my this situation. This heart does not sticks to anyone else. I want you to stay here only. You called me I am here only. Please wait my crazy love.I want to ask myself whether you are magic or a girl. You are completely a new scent. I want to touch you and see who you are. When you see me like that I am gone. When the words will come normal, I will ask myself what the hell is wrong with me. I actually want to feel this. When she is feeling shy I feel ah! She would have smiled just because of me. Oh god this crazy heart please stop. This magic will go ahead like this only. You cannot stop this nuisance. In the whole world there are number of people who are so beautiful but why did I stick to you. If you give me any chance I would like to touch you. If you will come close to me, I will help ful. I really want to dance like a mad boy. I do not know what is this feeling but really I want to dance to the every f*****g beat. I want to move around like an air so that I could be near to you. If I will dance on with these feet I will be the happiest soul. I want to hop and hop. And finally come to you. I really want to enjoy myself. The atmosphere os cool. The love is in the air. I want to make you mine. This did not happen before. I want to dance like an i***t please god save me. I do know that I am very young.

You have stolen my heart like anything Ria. There is no medicine to this. You have made me feel like disgusting. You have changed my life like anything. You have taken my heart, and you gave me years of happiness. You changed everything in my life. Now after so much of happening please do not change. I will not be able survive. Please do not change anything.I want you to come in my life. I want you to be in my life. I want you to bring flowers to my life Ria. Since you have changed everything in my life. I want you to be eternal part of life. I will do anything for you to make your life beautiful. I will even give my heart and soul just for you. You will be the happiest soul after that. Do not worry. The love of mine will make you feel the best. You will just love yourself. You will consider yourself to ve the happiest soul on earth. I will decorate your life with bundle of flowers. For that if anything else is also needed I will give that. I will make your garden very beautiful. Your whole life will be full of love. After this people will also come to know what love is. Your whole life will be changed but you do not worry everything will be fir your good. You have changed about hundred of things in my life. But now do not change yourself. In my hand I want your hand to be there. If this will happen I will be the happiest guy. If this will happen then why will I get mad. I will enjoy the light of my love. In your love I want to die. I want you to feel me. I want you to have love and love in your life. If you will be near me I will not need anyone else. You are more than enough fir me. I want to cry and let me cry. I have number of emotions in me. I want them to be near you. I want things to be crystal clear. I am telling you Ria if you will be there in my life I will be complete. I was incomplete before but with your arrival in my life I have been complete. You have made my life lit. The things in ny life has been so perfect.I do not want any moneytory pleasure. For me you are more than enough. I want to die just for you. I want to worship you. You are the only reason to love. You have made me fall in love with every single aspect of yours.

Your love has cost me a lot of things. I do not know why this happened after you left me. I have lost all hope to see you. You are there on my mind always. Is there something missing please tell me. Why dud this take place. You are there on my mind. I shall be mad. Your love has made me crazy. I do not know why this is happening but yes. Your love has costed me a lot. Every time it hapoens happens like a magic. I do not know why this happens. But your love has costed my every minute. Why did this happen? I do not know. I do not have anything to do. You are there on my mind. The whole day passes with you only. You are there on my mind. Seeing you only my days go by. My days are with you and only you. The love has costed me a lot. I really do not know how but yes. Please give me some space in your life. Please give me some space in your memories. I love you so much. I do not care about anything. I just need you. It is you who can make me feel better. Just give a little space in your life. Give me space in your dreams. I will do anything for you. I can do anything for you. Your love is madness fir me. No one else exists for me. I am mad at you. I do not know why but yes! We can go ahead with this. I do not know when but you became an important part of my life. You have become a reason for my survival. You are the reason for me to feel certain things . I do not want to go ahead with all these things. I cannot say anything else. You have become the soul and heart of my life. My gid grace I have got you. It was my luck I got you. I have never thought other than you. You have become the reason to survive. What should I say about you. You have become my god and life. My love starts with you. You are the reason why I believe in love. I am in love with you. The day seems so lovely. I feel like I am intoxicated with your love. So much intoxicated that I cannot live without you. I cannot find peace without you. My heart yearns to see you. Why does this happen? Is this normal to feel like this? Do not even leave me. I will not be able to go through this. I will not be able to survive this hardship without you. Your memory is always with me. If I do not meet you I go crazy. Nothing else pleases me. There is nothing which pleases me.

I will live hundred years just for you. I will do anything fir your love. Wherever you will go I will go along with you. If you will get angry with me, I will be very sad. Our lives will be separate of this will happen. Please do not go away from life. I just cannot imagine you going out of my life. Without you my life is incomplete. I will be colored in your color when I will be with you. If you will not be with me I will forget everything. Without you I cannot survive. If everybody leaves me then also do not leave me. Please be with me only. Without you I cannot live. If everyone is out of my life then also you be there to make me comfortable. But you went away. Did it not hurt you. Was everything so simple for you. Did you not remember me for once also. Did you not feel like getting me in this. It was necessary to be apart. But was it so necessary.I know we were not together. But things could have been so weird if we were together. Do you remember when we met? I know you do. You do remember me as your friend. But this friend of yours needs to go out of your life. If I will be there in your life like this I know you will not be happy. You will be sad. But things are meant to be broken. Our friendship is good. We love each other as a friend. But we can never be lovers. We are same but we will no more be same. We have lost ourself. In love we have gone crazy. I do not know whether to go of or stay. Love was needed but separation was also needed. Love was very much needed in our life. We have had our roles played in each others life. We cannot give more to our life.

the hell has this happened to me? Why did I fall for you I do not know. There is something which is very weird. All those things were for two minutes only. After that everything will end. Nothing will be stable anymore. I will not be able to be with anymore. All those days will be gone now. The things will change. I know you will miss me. But what can I do now. It is good for us only. We need to be separate.

I know I cannot justify myself. I wanted to leave a letter for you. But did not leave. I wanted to be happy with you. I wanted to spend maximum part pf my life wth you. I know what I am doing is wrong. I should not take any decision like this. Without thinking twice. I took this decision. I do not know how far I am right. Whether I can be justified or not. But yes! The only thing which mattered to me was you Ria. For me you are the one who matters to me. You are the essence of love for me. I cannot imagine to hurt you. But one time hurt is better than getting hurt all the time. Because if we will be together then we will get hurt each and every day. None of us will be happy.

Each and everyday we will get hurt. What is the point pf getting hurt so much. We cannot make this happen. I know she will not at all step back. So I will have to step back. I will have to decide what to do ahead. Ria is quite emotional she will not at all think from her mind. She will think from her heart only

She will think from her heart and do what is not suppose to be done. Then I will be the mature one and do what is needed.