#53
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My mother whom I love so mich she considers that s**t guy.
What the hell.
They are family friends then what is my fault.
I do not have any connection with them.
That is it.
Regarding other things I merely have any idea.
I need to figure out things.
What exactly he did was, he went to my mother abd said that I flirt with each and every guy in my class
And with them I team up and insult him.
What the f**k was that.
Why will I team up and insult him.
Why the hell does he have to give himself so much attention?
I am only not giving him attention, he is giving himself number of attention.
Exo.
Wow!
Fantastic.
My mother later went to my father and said about this to him.
He came to me abd sad not to talk with other guys in my class.
What the heck.
Especially with Rishav.
Rishav is my bestie.
Why will I not talk with him.
He is my friend.
I will talk with him.
Why will I exclude him.
I will go for him.
My father and mother do not like him.
His father is a good business man.
This sucks my parents.
They think he will surpass me.
What is there to surpass.
We are friends.
We will help each other to build.
Why will we run behind each other.
We will go together.
My parents do not care what about my feelings.
What I feel does not matters to them.
They are like what is it...
It is.
For them partnership is important.
Their child's happiness does not matter to him.
He wants his work to be ahead of all.
Nothing else.
He wants to be successful.
He said me to be not in touch with Rishav.
But why will I not be in touch with him.
Just because Rishav's father earns more than him, he cannot digest that.
He wants to earn more and more.
He does not want to be in loss.
He wants his things to be fulfilled.
He wants his priorities to be considered.
As Atul abd his family is very wealthy they want this to take place.
They want me and Atul to be together.
How can we be together.
We do not even love each other.
We rarely care about each other.
There is nothing like this between us which they want.
Then why the hell do they think in this way.
They want me tp be with a person. Whom I do not even know.
How can I just be with a person I rarely care.
Just randomly I cannot be.
Yeah there was a time when we were friends but now we are no more friends.
So please no more this s**t.
This does not makes any sense.
Like we do not need to be like this.
Enough is enough.
I rarely care about this.
I will talk to him.
And I will..he is my friend and I consider him..
Nothing such is there that we will surpass each other.
And even if we happen to go above anyone what is the problem in it.
There is np issue in it.
We are friends.
We respect each others feelings.
Why will we feel bad.
I just do not get this.
People here rise and fall.
And friends are the ones who always be with each other.
That is it.
Then my father and mother do not get this.
If this was Atul then they would not have any issue.
They would have been completely fine with everything.
Since it Rishav so they are getting mad at me.
Excellent.
What will they do when this will happen with them?
Will he leave mum if she becomes more successful than him..
Or will my mother leave my father if he becomes more successful than him.
I want to see that.
What are they going to do if this happens?
Seriously.
With every minute I realise that they do not love me.
They do not even think about me for once also.
I am no one to them.
I am just like an option available before them.
What matters to them is their business.
Nothing else.
They want their business to shine.
Forget about me.
They do not care about me.
At times I question myself, am I there child?
I do not think so.
I know I am but they treat me like an object.
Nothing more than that.
I rarely care about anything now.
What matters to me is myself.
I have one question fir my parents.
That is...
If my mother will not love her husband how will he survive.
Sane goes for me too.
I will not love him.
How will he live.
Simple things they do not get.
There are simple and clear things.
But they will not get anything.
Leave them.
If they cannot get anything I will make them realise their mistake.
I rarely care about anyone.
As they do not care about us.
My parents are next level impossible
What type of s**t is this.
Exactly.
I want someone who can get me.
No one is there who can understand me.
Why cannot people get me.
Is there anything complex.
No.
Everything is simple.
But no one will get this.
I want people to understand my feelings.
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