#46
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School
School is a place which gives hundred memories.
My school also gave me hundred memories.
Passing from that place with tears in my eyes I go.
It is very difficult for me to go that way.
I know things seem very simple now.
But it is not.
Whenever I pass from there all those memories turn out to be very fresh.
I cannot believe that time has passed.
I really cannot.
If things were in my hand I would prefer going back and change things.
But no I cannot.
Because time once lost cannot be recalled.
This is the harsh reality.
If given chance I would like to change the remembrances which Atul gave me.
I would like to change that.
Akash would have been in convoy with me.
What was the need of telling him about Gourav Singh.
Who said him to say about all these things.
If he would have not said about him then things would not have been this way.
But no.
He wanted to ruin everything.
Just because I could not be his so he tried everything to not be others too.
He on my face said that if you cannot be mine then you cannot be someone else's.
It was so easy for him to do so.
But for once only he would have thought about me.
But no he did not think for once also.
I regret telling him everything
Yes I had crush on Gaurav Singh but what was his problem?
Why did he do so?
As if I was Akash's girlfriend and I cheated him.
He was behaving like that only.
I was not his girlfriend.
Then why did he feel bad.
We have crush on someone or the other.
We definitely have.
He also might be having on someone or the other.
There is nothing new in this.
We can have crush on our teachers or professors.
Nothing different.
So yeah!
What was the need of him to create such fuss.
No need.
If he would have something in his mind he should have said about it to me.
But he did not say anything.
What Atul said to him I do not know.
But if you are getting affected by my link up with Gaurav Singh you cab straight away ask me.
But no you did not ask.
Fantastic
By the way there was nothing wrong in that.
Atul, along with Ricky went to Akash and played a victim card.
He went there to say about my other crushes too.
I never knew I will have crush on Akash.
And if I am having crush on him.
What is wrong in it.
And the other question is that if I have crush ob him that does not mean I will not have crush on anyone else.
There were guys on whom I had crush.
But now I do not have on anyone except Akash.
Atul was shut for quite a few days. He was not at all telling anything to me nor to anyone else.
I was like what happen to him.
But he did not say anything to me.
I did not insisted also.
But one fine day Ricky came to me.
We were having tuition.
We both were studying in same tuition.
Suddenly Ricky came to me and said what you did to him?
I was like what did I do?
I never did anything.
Why are you being like this to me?
He said Ria you tell me what exactly took place.
I said him; why are you asking me this question?
I do not think so I did something.
No we were in Kawaljeet misses tuition.
There he always used to talk so much.
But that day he was not at all saying anything.
I was like he might not be feeling good that is why he was quite.
But Ricky said me no he said dimag khrab h yaar .
Then I asked him why?
He replied me because of you.
He was not feeling good because of you.
Now what did I do him?
Nothing....
See Ricky leave these things I am getting late.
So bye.
Saying this I departed from there.
Yeah!
But when I came back to school next morning things were different.
Atul was along with Akash and his group.
He was talking to them.
Suddenly Ricky said she is there.
Akash shouted and immediately said what are you telling about her.
Just leave all these things..
Do not focus on her.
She is like that only.
Every class she has had crush on different people.
Like wow.
Seriously.
I thought they are talking about someone else.
But later I got to know they were talking about me only.
Listening to this I was shocked.
Okay.
Byt later I got to know they were telling Atul wh
PThat f**k Atul costed my reputation.
What does he thinks of himself?
Like how can he be like this?
He did not even think about us twice also.
He should have thought about my family.
My family considers him so much.
And just look at him.
He does not even considers me.
All he wants his wish to be fulfilled.
Did he even think about me once also?
No.
What will everyone think about me.
They will think that I am a cheap ster.
Where as the reality is way different from this.
He needs to be kept shut.
If he will not be then I will keep him.
How can he just keep me hurting like this?
What type of love is this?
Where no consideration for others is there.
He is so much satisfied with his pleasure that he did not think about my reputation.
Exo.
Disha you do not think about him.
How can I stop myself Rishav?
If you were at my place what you would have done?
You would have stopped yourself.
No I would not have stopped myself
Then why are you stopping yourself now.
What is the need of it.
Because I cannot see you like this.
Why cannot you can see me like this?
I just cannot see you upset like this.
What is the reason of you to br upset exactly tell me
Are they so important to you that?
What they are thinking matters to you so much?
Things should not matter to you this much
You need to get yourself up and leave the s**t which others are speak about you.
That is it.
Ok I will not at all think about these things.
But don't you think they said something which they should not have said.
How dare they speak like that ab
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