#65
1372 Words
HAre you gone or what?
Like seriously.
I am not gone you are gone.
You said you do not love Ria.
But you love her.
You love her eternally.
You really love her.
Yes I love her.
But I just cannot say this to her.
This cannot be done.
Are you mad or what?
I knew from the first only you love her.
And now you are doing this s**t.
I love her but she does not loves me.
I just cannot make things awkward.
Why are you not understanding this.
She is my love.
But I cannot be her love.
She is in love with Akash.
I am no one for her.
My existence does not matter to her.
Are you serious?
Your existence does not matter to her?
Please say this again.
In fact can you just say this before her?
I am pretty much sure you will not be able to say this before her.
You will not at all say.
Right?
Yes I know I will not be able to say before her.
But for this also I have my own reasons.
I know she loves him.
But she loves me too.
But but ...
She loves me as a friend.. This is reality.
For her my friendship is important.
If I will do this to her she will again feel betrayed.
I cannot do this.
If I will also do the sane what Atul did to her, then what is the difference between him and me.
I am not at all like him.
I understand what you are telling.
But if you will not tell about this to her then how will she get to know about your feelings?
My feelings are mine.
There is nothing to deal with others.
I will keep my feelings to myself only.
No one else is suppose to be part of our feelings.
So please
Do not get into this.
I know it is your feeling.
But do you not think that if you will not try anything then nothing will happen.
I do not want anything from her.
Nothing means nothing.
Disha love is a very beautiful feeling.
Reciprocating in love is not at all important.
You can live without reciprocal.
Atul is foolish.
He is not understanding the power of love.
When you are in love everything seems so good.
Nothing is bad.
Everything is so spick and span.
Things appear so beautiful.
You will be the happiest person on this earth.
Once you get this feeling, you will be happy everytime.
Expecting in love is madness.
Let things flow.
You do not need to think about love so much.
Where are they busy?
They did not even ask me what is going on?
None of them asked me why I am not there in the school.
They have reached home bu now.
Even after that no one asked me.
They could have at least me why I am not there.
But they did not bother to ask me.
Wait I am not going to pick the call.
I am not at all going to listen to there s**t.
Enough is enough.
I was having cramp but they never asked me why I am so shut.
They could have asked me.
Rishav usually gives me chocolates plus icecream when I have cramps.
But not this time.
I really do not what the hell is this.
They did not even call me.
They could have asked me about me.
Why did they not call me?
They could have at least ping me.
But they did not do so.
Like seriously.
Am I not that important.
Wait I shall talk to them.
I will surely make a con call.
I will do things.
Huh they did not even bother to make any effort.
I was the one who was putting in effort.
Wow!
Fantastic.
Wait I will make class of them.
But now....
Yeah!
I did not attend the class.
I was absent but none of them bother to pay heed to this.
Wow.
I am like done.
Rishav also disappointed me.
Fantastic.
How can he do so to me?
Usually he does not do so to me.
But he did.
Like seriously.
See she is calling you.
Rishav see.
Now what will you do?
I really do not know what will he do.
Oh god!
Like man.
You both did not even bother to say anything to me.
I was missing from class.
But you never told me anything. I had just informed you Disha that I will not be there.
But what about you Rishav?
Why did you not inform me anything?
Where were you?
Why did you not call me?
I was waiting for you but you never ever told me anything.
You did not even contact me.
You did not bother to say anything to me.
I was attending class damn.
After that we went to hang out.
And Disha had already told me that you are not at all well. Then I thought of not to disturb you. I did not want to disturb you, so I went away from there.
I do not want to hurt you.
So, I went away from there.
Are you mad or what?
What you are speaking?
Do you even have that idea whether what you are saying?
You cannot say anything about anyone.
Like seriously.
You are being so formal.
Why the hell are you being so formal.
You do not need to be so formal.
And what you are speaking do you even have that idea?
I do not even have that idea
from where did you get this stupid thing on your mind.
Whatever you are speaking.
You should get yourself checked.
Please give the phone to Disha.
I do not think that I can talk to you.
I really do not think so I can talk to you.
I really need to come there and talk to you.
Like seriously what all is going on your mind.
I am having cramp, but you are behaving in this way.
I think you are only having cramp.
Wo!
Just shut up !
Disha just manage your friend she is telling anything. She does not knows how to say things.
Like seriously am I a girl or what that I will have cramp.
I do not think so that.
Hey Ria why are you saying things like this to her.
He is not at all a girl….
Shut up!
Fuck off why are you taking her side.
You should not take his side.
So what?
Will she take your side?
no, I will not.
You guys just chuck it off.
I really do not want to get into this.
I just want to get out of this.
You guys talk to each other.
I am going outside.
I do not want to get into you both.
You guys have your galore time.
I am literally done.
Rishav, why do you not take her outside.
You should take her outside.
What the hell is wrong with you Akash?
Why are you thinking about her?
Do you love her or what?
Atul mind your language what are you speaking?
I am not at all going to tolerate this.
So please chuck it off man.
I am not at all going to listen this.
Bro bro….
Why are you getting offended, you were worried about her that is why I am telling?
I found it very strange.
What is there in her.
What is in that.
Like what are you telling?
I am not at all telling you any lies.
Whatever I am telling is right.
Why are you telling this?
Who said to you, and what did they say?
Like …
If I will tell you anything then you will not believe me.
Yes!
You will not at all listen to me.
Bro tell me, I will surely listen to you.
I will listen to you.
It is not that I will not at all listen to you.
Did you not hear?
What I did not hear?
Is there something which I was suppose to hear.
Yes! There was something.
What?
Rishav likes Ria.
Yes! I am right he loves her.
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