I do not want anything special. I want you. You know what I would have exuded everything before you but I could not do anything. Just because of you and Rishav. I could clearly see on both of your face that you both are very comfortable abd happy with each other. Then why will I disturb you both. I am no one to disturb you both. There is no need to disturb you both. Why will I do so. If both of you are happy with each other then who am I disturb you both. But let me be honest Ria I love you. I cannot love without you. I cannot see you with anyone else. It is very difficult to see you with anyone else. It is very difficult. I cannot get this s**t. I really cannot be like this. It is very pissing.
This is what was going on my mind. That is why I went away from there. I cannot just get hurt
