I wanted to confess about my feelings to her. But I am thankful to god that I did not do so. It could have been the worst thing which I could have ever opted for. This is so useless. Ria had been with him for a longer period. He is her friend. I was so i***t to expect anything. How can I just expect anything? I am not at all able to imagine anything, I just cannot think of this. I am so f*****g nonsense being. Ria was friends with Rishav, since how many years. Even after knowing that s**t, I cannot go ahead with this, thinking that only I moved on. I was brainless before. That does not mean that I will be brainless today also.
After all she would consider him over me. She will not at all consider me over anyone else. And that too he. I am no one in front of Rishav. I knew this from before
