Ava's POV It was super easy to distract myself over the weekend, especially when working with Beverly, a healthy diversion. I tried to hold myself together and be strong for her and Caleb, but it was proven to be hard. My relationship was crumbling before my eyes, in the middle of the most important moment of my career. I am supposed to be excited and ready to take on the world, instead I'm left stumbling in self pity and guilt. Mason had no right to do what he did but at the same time I couldn't exactly blame him. I mean I wasn't any better when I goaded Chasity, so who am I to judge? Royce was working most of the weekend, so we really didn't have any time to talk and honestly, I didn't want to. I am so tired of arguing over the same things constantly and it's taking a toll on me. Althou

