CHAPTER 45 INBETWEEN WANT AND HATE ISABELLA I heard his first knock through the fog of my own silence. I was curled on the bed, my knees drawn to my chest and my face buried in a pillow that was already damp with tears. The sound of his knuckles against the wood sent a jolt through me, but I didn’t move. Every part of me was heavy, weighted down by what happened. His voice came through the door, low and rough. "Isabella." I closed my eyes. The sound of my name in his mouth was the same as it had always been, but everything else was different. He looked at me like I was the enemy. Another knock came again, softer than the last. "Open the door. Let's talk." I pressed my face deeper into the pillow, refusing to move an inch. What was there to talk about? He possibly couldn't have be

