It’s been a week since the death of Lesley. My heat is close to coming and Halley is now home. It was a hot mess getting all her stuff built even with all the help. We lost screws four separate times and built something upside down. We had fun though. A good thing in the middle of chaos, and we have Halley to thank for that. I think of her daddy that was used and discarded to sadly but here we are. Going to be the best parents we can to her. Training in healing has been a pain in the a**. I’ve been getting better but, it takes a lot of effort and hard work. My heat is about to start so I am stuck in the room or my office with the door locked. I have to plan the our ceremony with Luna Jane so i run to my office after she says she’s already in there. We are planning the colors which is a no

