Chapter 33: A Lot of Un-Said Goodbyes. Adele’s Pov..... My life has always been the same cycle, I have cried, Screamed, Faked a smile and then relive the same pain all over again. The pain was in built in me, I felt if in my chest, that throbbing pain that reminded you of the past you wished to forget. That pain that affected you deep. I felt it all the time. I felt it when I heard my mother’s name, I felt it when I walked alone on My mother’s funeral, I felt it when my family pushed me away, I felt it from my father’s lack of care, I felt it all the time and I hated it. I hated that feeling, it was already dug deep into my soul, I despised myself, my situation. I felt like I was the reason, People around me always suffered, Agars’ suffered, Jenny suffered, and now Celia, Celia suffe

