KIDA POV That was much needed Not going to deny it "Julian... That was the best four hours of basically my entire life. I don't want to ruin the moment and all, but I have to fill you in on what's been going on." I sadly change the mood in the hospital room. He takes both of my hands in his and nods slightly telling me to continue. "After you.. died. I couldn't handle the pain I felt. It was like a huge part of my soul was literally ripped right out of me and left me empty. My body couldn't handle it and neither could my mind. I retreated and never wanted to come back out. Davina took the reigns for me and really helped me through it." I try to hold back the tears telling him how I truly feel. No more holding back from my mate, ever. He takes his thumb and wipes away the fe

