It is in the darkness where we see the real source of light, however weak the light is, it will still illuminate. I will not allow the darkness to fill my life, I will find my light. -- Carlo Carlo's POV I didn't know how I managed to come home, I was trembling, the anger, the pain it's all eating me. How can Pierre do this to me? Is it bad to expect him to care for me? Is it bad to expect to receive the same affection and commitment I have given? I am trying to make logical sense and come up with whatever excuse there maybe but I just cannot. I wanted to blame Stephen, but I cannot. He can do this with anyone, it so happens that Stephen was there. Did Stephen plan this? How? And if he does, why Pierre carry out that act. I must be crazy trying to make sense of this. Tears roll down on

