"Is this a midlife crisis? I have everything, but I don't feel like I have you. I'm holding you yet I feel this distance between us. I want you to be mine, mine alone." --François
Steven POV
It's been a while since Carlo left, my business has progressed here in Bangkok and I'm enjoying this life I am leading but I still feel empty. Carlo said he has forgiven me but why do I feel the same? My therapist advised me to meet Carlo once again and talk to him and reveal what I have on my mind. I may need to come clean in order to cope up with the troubles I'm having. I will look for him again, I hope I will be lucky this time.
I will try to message Jean, I'm not having luck with Eman he must have blocked me or something. I hope she answers.
"Hi Jean, it's Steven. I was wondering if you could
