Teenage Trash

July 2022

We are in deeply in love. Sometimes i doubts who loves the most.To be honest in our relationship i was never been to much love with him at first. But after our first Breakup i feel the harder and after the second one i feel the hardest.

I feel hardest for this dumbus

But it will never work out i broke up with him for my closet friend. (I Don't want to mention her name.) bcuz she is in love with him.I Don't wanna lose The friendship and i want to give him the best. I want to give the person the things bcuz i want to see him happy with everything. I'm not enough good to be with him.I was never been enough good to be his gf.He is the green forest and I'm not the one.I know he deserves the best thing.

Good boy like him deserves a Queen Not me cuz i'm not one of them.I'm just a rude girl with 5'2 height, lots of anger issues, too much ego and Fearless mind ?

But now what can i do? I'm not the best one.

But It's hurt too much

I can't imagine one day another girl will touch him,,kiss him,,,f**k his ass,,,hold his hands ?

I f*****g hate this thoughts ?Why it has to be another girl?????? Why i can't be her?Just bcuz i'm not so enough good for him doesn't mean another girl can do anything for him?

Another girl can give him eveything but she will never give you what i'm willing to give u MR.GAZI ?

I can give u my HEART ❤️

I can give u my SOUL?

I can give u my DIGNITY ?

I can give u my LOVE?

I can give u my TRUST?

I can give u my lOYALTY?

I can give u my f*****g EVERYTHING?? u want

~But another f*****g girl can never give u this ~??

But Now all i can do is watching u from afar,,Admire u from afar,,,and loving u from afar..??

~~~~~~I Hope~~~~~~~~

I can hug u

I can tell u how much i love u

I can do anything with u

being with u is the best feeling in the world. like A day without laughter is a wasted day but for me A day without talking to u is the most wasted day ever.???

I loved U

I love U

I will never stop loving u

Stop loving u will be the most disgust thing ever ??

oneday I can stop loving myself but i can't never stop loving u bcuz loving u is the only way that's makes me happy and It's gives me self satisfaction ?✨

Is there anyone who can love u like the way i do??

for me i think there’s bo one bcuz no one can ever love u the way i do

✨?Bcuz in my love there's a limitations of loving myself but when It’s comes to u there's no f*****g limitations ?Sometimes I give myself some limitations to loving my own self. But u never give me some limitations to loving u. So i keep loving u limitlessly and i will do that forever..✨?

Sourov just tell me Once that i'm perfect for u?U want to be with me then u will see i will never leave u ???

Oky that's enough for chap 2

to be continued