When True Colors Bleed

Know me more

Saraphina's POV:-



As the song ends Matthew looks up at me and says ," This song means a lot to me ." "Me too." I reply "I love it.......BTW you have an amazing voice ". I add. He smiles , " There's something that you need to know about me." "Okay...go on . " I turn to look at him. 

"I don't know who my real parents are.... I was tossed from Care homes to Foster family then back to Care homes all through out my childhood and most of my teenage life.... I was too much of a burden for them....I am a little rough around the edges and I am not good with words or emotions. " He takes a sip from his drink and I wait for him to continue , " I am insecure , I don't do good with feelings and I struggle to hide my emotions. I am hot headed , I jump into conclusion easily.... sometimes I do drugs to keep my demons away." 

I look at him shocked.....

"I am not an addict ." he said smiling at me. I let out a long breath and he continues , " I almost never do the same drug twice....this whole thing has left me very confused." 

He lit up a cigarette and offered me on I light it up too. "I....so needed this ." I say. He smiled and continued , "I saw you in my dreams with the old lady.....I was scared of both of you and now you are my reality. This whole process scares the s**t out of me . " 

I gently hold his hand , " With everything going on , the only thing I am comfortable with is being your pair." I say smiling at him. I was getting a light buzz from the drink I was drinking but I wasn't tipsy. "You like being my pair?" he sounded shocked. "Yes I guess I do" I reply. The smile on his face was priceless. I continue, " So I guess you like being my pair." "Abso-f*****g-lutely ." he said , "That's the weird part. Out of everything that is going on I like you. I feel sometimes you don't like me and I don't want to like you but I can't help it...... I like you....like really really like you." I smile at him , " I like you too." "Yeah?" he asked . His eyes darting between my eyes and my lips. I nod my head , he licks his lips and asks , "Can I kiss you? " . The blue of his eyes weren't the calm they look always there was a storm brewing in them.....I wanted that storm to consume me but I want to play a bit first . So I maintain a strait face and look at him blankly. 

His expression changed immediately , regret flashes through the blue of his eyes and he says ," Forget it . I am sorry." 

I move from my place and sit on his lap straddling him . I try to give him the most seductive smile I could master before brushing my lips against his. He grips my ass and pulled me closer to him as he depened the kiss.

I close my eyes as I feel his lips slide over mine , they are gentle , soft yet demanding. I feel his tongue gently brush against my lower lip seeking entrance into the hollow of my mouth. I part my lips slightly to grant him access. While his tongue engages in a wild passionate dance with mine , I feel his hand gently cares the underside of my breasts while mine was pulling his t-shirt in an attempt to feel his naked skin. 

He moved away from me and raises his hand to let me take off his t-shirt. I don't waste any minute to do that. He ghosted his fingers over my face , his eyes became the colour of midnight sky . He looked into my eyes and asked , " Are you sure ?"

"Yes." I reply breathless.

"I don't want to rush you . I don't want you to feel that I am taking advantage of you being drunk." he said his eyes sincere . "I know....I need you Matthew... I want you." He groaned.