The first night in the No Man’s Land was a lesson in terror.
Elara had found a small hollow beneath the tangled roots of an old cedar tree. It wasn’t comfortable, the earth was damp and cold, carrying the smell of rotting leaves, but it was the only shelter she could find against the bitter wind.
Curled tightly into the hollow, Elara tried to steady her breathing, but every sound around her betrayed the silence. A snapping twig in the distance was enough to send her heart racing wildly, pounding against her chest like a trapped bird desperate to break free. The night seemed endless, each moment stretching into the next, teaching her that survival here meant living with fear as a constant companion.
"I’m still alive," she whispered to the darkness, her voice cracking. "I’m still here."
Her stomach let out a sharp, painful growl. She hadn't eaten since the previous morning, and the meager scraps she had managed to pack were long gone. Hunger wasn't just a feeling anymore; it was a physical weight, a dull ache that made her head swim and her fingers tremble.
She reached into her small canvas bag, her fingers brushing against the cold, wooden surface of a small wolf carving her mother had given her years ago. She pulled it out, clutching it to her chest as if the inanimate object could offer her some warmth.
"You were wrong, Mama," Elara murmured, a single tear escaping and carving a hot path through the dirt on her cheek. "You said the Goddess never gives us more than we can bear. But Kael... he took everything. He didn't just reject the bond; he took my soul."
The silence of the forest was suddenly broken by a sound that made the hair on the back of her neck stand up. It wasn't the wind. It was a low, rhythmic thud. Thump-shhh. Thump-shhh.
Footsteps. Heavy ones.
Elara froze. She didn't breathe. She didn't move. She peered through the curtain of dead ferns that draped over the cedar roots.
In a patch of weak, silver moonlight, a figure emerged. At first, she thought it was a man, but the way it moved was wrong. It was bent forward, its arms hanging too long, moving in sharp, twitchy steps. As it came closer, the smell reached her—a strong, sickening odor. She knew it at once. It was the stench of a Feral.
It was a wolf that had lost its mind. Its fur was matted with dried blood and filth, hanging in mangled clumps from a body that was little more than skin and bone. Its eyes weren't the intelligent, glowing gold of a pack member; they were milky white, swirling with a mindless, predatory hunger.
The Feral stopped ten feet from her hiding spot. It lifted its snout, sniffing the air.
Please, Goddess, let the wind stay down, Elara prayed, her hand gripping the small paring knife she had taken from the kitchens.
The beast turned its head toward the cedar tree. A low, guttural growl vibrated in its chest, a sound of pure malice. It had caught her scent.
Elara scrambled backward, her head hitting the rough wood of the roots above her. The Feral let out a wet, gnashing snarl and lunged.
"Get away!" Elara screamed, throwing her arms up to protect her face.
She felt a rush of cold air as the beast’s jaws closed just inches from her neck. She braced herself for the sharp pain of its teeth tearing into her skin, but instead, something completely unexpected happened.
A sudden, violent heat exploded from the center of her chest. It surged down her arms and out through her fingertips in a flash of blinding, violet light. The force of it was like a physical punch.
The Feral was thrown backward as if hit by a charging bull. It slammed into a nearby pine tree with a sickening crack of bone and fur. It let out a high-pitched, confused yelp before scrambling to its feet and vanishing into the darkness, terrified by the very girl it had tried to eat.
Elara slumped against the roots, her breath coming in ragged gasps. She looked down at her hands. They were still humming, a faint silver mist clinging to her skin before slowly dissolving into the air.
"What was that?" she whispered, her voice shaking with a new kind of fear.
She wasn't just an Omega. Omegas didn't have power. Omegas were the backbone, the servants, the quiet ones. They didn't throw grown wolves across a clearing with a wave of their hands.
The hunger in her stomach flared again, but this time, it felt different. It didn't feel like a need for bread or water. It felt like a roar. Deep inside her, in the place where her wolf had been sleeping in a ball of misery, something was waking up. Something large. Something old.
"Shift," a voice echoed in the back of her mind. It wasn't her own voice. It was a melody of thunder and silk.
"I can't," Elara replied, her teeth chattering. "I don't have enough strength to shift. I'm empty."
You are not empty, little bird, the voice whispered. You are an ocean that has been told it is a puddle.
Elara closed her eyes, leaning her head against the cool wood. The fear of the Feral was gone, replaced by a terrifying realization. Kael hadn't just rejected a mate. He had kicked a goddess out of his gates.
If I survive this, Elara vowed, her fingers digging into the dirt until her nails bled, I will never let another Alpha tell me who I am. Not Kael. Not anyone.
She did not sleep that night. Instead, she lay awake, watching as the first pale light of dawn slowly filtered through the thick canopy above. Her body ached with exhaustion, her stomach gnawed with hunger, and the weight of loneliness pressed heavily on her. Yet, during all that weariness and fear, something stirred within her small, unexpected spark. For the first time in her life, she felt a strength she hadn’t realized she carried. Hope.
She stood up, her joints popping in the cold morning air. She didn't look back in the direction of the Silver Shield. She looked toward the jagged mountain peaks to the west, where the "lost ones" were said to live.
"I'm coming for my life," she said to the rising sun