Chapter Two : Elena

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The diner smelled like burnt coffee and grease, a mix that clung to my skin no matter how hard I scrubbed in the shower at night. The overhead lights buzzed faintly, and the cracked vinyl booths squeaked every time someone shifted their weight. It was the kind of place people forgot the second they walked out the door—except I couldn’t. I’d been here six months, pouring coffee, balancing trays, and pasting on the same tired smile for people who barely looked at me. The uniform—a pale pink polyester dress two sizes too big—itched in all the wrong places. The soles of my shoes were worn thin, and my ankles ached from hours on my feet. Invisible. That’s how it felt. The old men at booth three didn’t even glance at me when I refilled their mugs. They grunted, eyes glued to the flickering TV in the corner. Not one word of thanks. I told myself it didn’t matter. Better invisible than noticed. I’d had enough of being noticed. By the time the rush cleared, I leaned against the counter, wiping my damp palms on my apron. My reflection in the napkin dispenser was a ghost—brown eyes dulled with fatigue, curly hair refusing to stay pinned back. I looked older than twenty-four. Worn out. Used up. Once, I’d thought my life might be more. That I’d get away from the house I grew up in, from the fists and shouting, from the way my parents shoved me into a marriage I never wanted just to line their pockets. I’d believed, stupidly, that marriage might at least mean stability. Instead, it meant betrayal. My ex-husband didn’t even hide his cheating. When I confronted him, he smirked, as if I should’ve known better than to expect loyalty. Walking away had been the only thing I’d ever done for myself. And my parents had hated me for it. My father’s words still echoed in my skull: you’re a disgrace. My mother hadn’t said a damn thing. She never did. Now, we didn’t talk. At all. And maybe that was for the best. But the silence was heavy. When my shift ended, I changed quickly in the back, pulling on jeans and a threadbare hoodie. Outside, the air smelled like rain and exhaust. The streets glistened under the flickering glow of neon signs, puddles catching the light like broken glass. I kept my head down, bag slung tight over my shoulder as I walked the three blocks to my apartment. The building was old, the bricks chipped and blackened. Two rooms, paper-thin walls, and a faucet that never stopped leaking. But it was mine. No one’s fists. No one’s control. Climbing the fire escape, I sat with a cigarette between my fingers, the ember a faint glow against the dark. I was trying to quit, but the quiet pressed too hard against me tonight. Smoke curled upward, dissolving into the black sky. I told myself I was free now. Free from him. Free from them. So why did freedom taste so much like loneliness? I didn’t know it then, but I wasn’t alone on that fire escape. Someone was watching.
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