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Chapter five

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“Dera are you at home”.

“Hey!! Stacey how are you”.

“Am fine mhmm omg yesterday was a blast”.she said so excited to tell her friend about yesterday’s event.

Dera turned and looked at her with a doubting face.

“Oh okay so tell me his he as handsome in person as he his in his profile.

“NO”.

“So what an blast then”.dera was so annoyed cause her friend is dumb.

“Some one who isn’t even handsome so all this while you fall in love with a lier or what, mtcheeeew”. looked so upset at her and she was as confused and all so surprised.

“Gosh! You are so quick to judge”.

“So then tell me what to think after what you just told,okay fine tell me what it is then”.

“Good! Finally you will let me proceed,he is so cute and handsome like he’s what every girl will ever wish for,like girl he has taken my heart away and you know the good part about everything is that he is every rich”.

Oh!God this is what I have been praying for and Stacey just got it with out seeking for it am happy for her though. Dera thought in her mind that her prayer will one day be answered so she could pay for her basketball registration.

“Nice …nice you are lucky my friend so what’s for me”.

“He also sent his regards to you,and he say he will love to see”.

“Oh ok nice”.

“So why were you sad before”?

“It’s because he left today”.

“Ahhhhh why tho”.

“What’s funny,we’ll his mother was sick so he had to go take care of her”.

“Oh okay am so sorry for the both of you cause you won’t spend time together the wey you both have imagined”.

Stacey noticed that dera was lost.

“Dera, what up with you,hope you are not imagining things again”.

“Ahhh I can’t do with out it am sorry baby girl,you know it the only thing that gives me hope of a better life you know what am saying”.she turned and see her mother with bags on her hand so she went to go and help her,as she was going in with the bags she stopped cause she felt dizzy and as she close her eyes and she saw her self in the middle of no where and also in the middle of light and darkness then she felt something touched her, she opened her eyes and saw her self on the ground. She stood up drop the bags in the kitchen and ran to her room.

Try to heal my pain but instead I get hurt the more. My emotions is being pinned down can’t feel any no more.Tears are clunky up but need a quite place to bring it out.My feeling is getting worse day by day I can’t feel my self no more I hate when those people I care about don’t careless about me it hurts but it fine. Dera thought as she cry’s and drenched the pillow with her tears.

“I don’t know what I have done wrong but am tired of everything my family,friends,worries,depression everywhere and not still able to achieve my dreams it the worst part of everything”.dera said as she weeped still she stop up and took a knife and cut herself at the left side of her arm around her muscles she started to bleed so bad that instead of her crying cause of the pain she laughed so loud that tears began to flow the more.

“This mark that I have given my self will be my strength and my courage in life.

Time go on in dera’s life and she is not able to do anything but to be patient and pray to the lord that everything goes well at the end.

“You this stupid girl,have you lost it or what”.her mother shouted with anger”.

Dera left the house feeling depressed,sad,and worried but sure one day all will be well for her one day.

“Hey,Dera”.

“Hey,Mickey,what’s up”?

“I’m fine,how are you”?

“Am good,what brought you to this place”.she asked, so shocked to see her friend in the place where she was trying to get her mind off.

“Well, I was actually going to your house when I just decided to follow this roots when I saw you”.

“I was having anxiety about everything that was going on,and my mom is not trying to understand or bouch at all and it really hurtful”.

“Oh, I get it but I have something to tell you that why I was going to your house”.

“What that’s I hope it something good”.

Mickey was so excited to tell her friend the reason for her visit to her.

“There’s is this job I saw and it’s a nanny job you will be paid every well and you can use it to pay your basketball registration”.

“Oh! Really that’s nice am up for it,so where is this place”Dera looked at Mickey so excited that bGod has sent Mickey to her in her time of need to help her solve her problems that have been killing her slowly.

“Okay,of you are ready let me know so I can take you to the person who told me about the job,and it is really close to u so you don’t have to worry about anything else”.

“Okay,thank you so much my friend let me go change so we can go there”.