She managed to shove her skirts down but couldn’t make herself move beyond that. Her body was numb. It’s over, she kept telling herself, trying to make herself calm down, but she couldn’t stop trembling. Her nails had carved crescents into her palms. Ferron emerged from the bathroom, his tense expression faded, as if he couldn’t maintain it. His face was drawn, his eyes stark and reddish. He looked strangely mortal. She wished he didn’t. She looked away. He crossed the room silently, picked up his coat, and left. Helena sat up slowly, trying not to feel her body. Going into the bathroom, she turned on the shower’s spray and curled up beneath it without taking her clothes off. When the water ran cold, she still didn’t move. Helena tried to make herself go outsidethe next day. She wa

