I wipe my tears down using the hem of my hospital gown and sniff, looking around the room. It is obviously a VIP room with its luxurious ambiance and even the dim lit chandelier on the ceiling shouts dollars. My nose pained and I know it's turning red because of crying. I turn to the left and saw single fruit bowl above the table. This room is too big for a lonely girl like me. I thought. I stand up and walk towards the center of the room and close my eyes, looking while spreading both of my hands. It is very hard to stand in the middle of a huge terrain, knowing that no matter how big your place is, it doesn't made sense if you are lonely and covered with a sheet of despair. The world is too heavy to shoulder yet it's too empty to live with. You see, I am here, standing in front of lu

