I wipe the tears that escaped from my eyes the moment I turn towards the opposite direction. I inhaled then heave a deep sigh before looking up on the sky to cheer myself up. Come on, Brie. Loosen up. No matter how much you cry about those things, it doesn't change the fact that it will never change what already happened. Just like that, life did no give me the chance to experience those kind of things but that doesn't mean I'll live with it until forever. No, Brie. I cheered myself up. Do not let the past ruin things in the present and perhaps, also in the future. That won't do. I keep reminding myself but damn, it is really legit hard. You know, no matter how hard I comfort myself, these baggage inside me will really kill me slowly. Those memories I wanted to bury stays the same an

