I remain steadfast when Ion didn't even move nor flinch by my sudden impulse. I bow my head lower to cover my face that was about to shed tears. My vision becomes blurry already but I do not want to look up at him and face him either. I really hate myself for being this weak, that on every pain I have to face, I ended up tearing and it will take time to get up myself. Who am I to kid if I say, his words did not hurt? It's kinda unreal nor lame accusations but there is still a bit left of truth behind his words. Or maybe, I am just too guilty to the point that I can no longer differentiate false from truths.
I heard how the elevator made a 'ting' sound again when it was about to close back. I look up lightly, enough for me to see his shoes on the elevator's floor. Why isn't he going out?
