I left the room after a few more minutes and instead of going back inside Madeline's room, I directly went down and decided to walk towards the garden where Carter once found me reading a book.
I sat on the first bench I saw the moment I track in before heaving a deep sigh. My mind wanders along the possibilities on what may happen to my life next, and I do not know whom to live with either.
Tita Eunice has been stressing herself out lately because of me and I do not want that to happen. Despite everything that happened from the past, there are reasons why it happened and maybe, it does really led me to be someone who I am today. Maybe all those pains, traumas, and invalidations are part of my growth?
But who would be so happy experiencing those? I mean, I've been in a therapy for we
