Let Me Live

Chapter 15: Ryker's POV

Ryker’s POV

Damn, it feels good to be home! I thought to myself and sucked hard on the blonde’s n****e! I wasn’t sure of her name but I think it had been something with an M. She moaned and fisted her hands in my hair, which drove me wild, and I reached down and pulled up the hem of her already short dress and pushed her panties aside to find that precious bud! She pulled harder on my hair as I rolled that sweet little flesh in my fingers! 

“Oh f**k!” She nearly screamed and I put my mouth quickly over hers to silence her! We were out back at a local club that I owned and although it was sunset and no one was around, I didn’t want to attract any unwanted attention. Of course, that was also half the fun! 

“Shhh. It would be a shame to have to end this due to an indecent exposure charge now, wouldn’t it?” I spoke low against her neck, my breath fanning that sensitive spot just below the ear! I felt her shiver against me. I then licked and bit ever so gently on that same spot! 

“AhhMmm!” She moaned. 

“Can you be a good girl and keep quiet for me?” I asked and licked down her collar bone! All the while pressing and rolling her c**t! 

“Yes! Yes I’ll be good!” She breathed out harshly. I could tell she was close already! I liked that. I lifted her up and placed her further up the wall that I had her pinned against! I pulled her panties down past her knees and then positioned both her legs over my shoulders! God I loved the taste of women! I licked up her swollen lips and then dove my tongue into her sweet folds! She was dripping and was so sweet tasting! I heard her above me doing her best to keep her mouth closed as I devoured her! Her head was thrashing back and forth and her hands were holding my hair so tight, I knew she was going to take more than a few strands with her! Then I moved in for the kill! I clamped my mouth onto her juicy bud and sucked hard! She screamed as she came all down my chin and I relished it! I lapped up her juices and her legs quivered! Other than the quick bang in the hospital bathroom with that nurse from the pack, I hadn’t been laid in almost a week and I was stone hard! I easily slid her body back down the wall till she was resting right on my hips, her legs wrapped around my torso! I pulled a condom from my jeans pocket as I moved my pants down. It was for her peace of mind and to keep up the appearance. She's a human and I know I can’t get her pregnant nor can I pass or receive any diseases, but of course, she doesn’t know that. I slid it down my huge length and then shoved halfway inside her! I was careful not to push all the way in till I was sure she could take it. She cried out again and I covered her mouth with mine and sucked on her tongue! Then nibbled gently on her bottom lip! I pinned her wrists to the wall above her head with one hand and pinched her pert, pink n****e with the other! 

“That’s not being a good girl. I’d hate to have to stop.” I moaned into her neck and stilled all my movements.

“No! No, please don’t stop. I’ll be good! Please!” She begged and damn if it didn’t have me nearly nutting right then! I flicked her n****e and started thrusting into her! She bit her lip and tried her best to stifle her moans but I could feel her tightening again, she was close! I continued to piston into her, pushing her further up the wall! Damn, I needed this! Feeling her stretch around me as I drove deeper into her had me damn near there! I clamped down on her other n****e and bit! Then with the next thrust, I felt myself bottom out in her! Her eyes rolled back and every muscle in her body tensed as she climaxed and I followed her over the edge, filling the condom, which I hated the feeling of, but all in the quest of a good f**k I guess. Her heart was pounding and we were both panting for a minute.

“Jesus Christ!” She whispered. 

“I’ve been called worse.” I laughed, breathly. I kissed her briefly and then gently slid out of her and lowered her to her feet. Making sure she was steady before I backed up. I pulled the condom off and tossed it and then pulled my jeans up. 

“You f**k every woman you meet in a club like that?” She asked coyly as she pulled her own clothes into place. 

“Only the ones who beg me to.” I said, raising my eyebrows at her and pulling her into my chest for another kiss. Her face turned bright red as she was reminded of her words during the encounter! She covered her face with her hands and I had to smile at her. She was no virgin but I had a feeling no one had ever made her do that before! Ryker, meeting in the boardroom, 15 minutes. I heard Titan’s voice in my head and was glad she had her face covered so she couldn’t see my eyes black out as I linked back: In the city. Going to need 30. I pecked a kiss to the top of her head. 

“You ok?” I asked her. I wasn’t arrogant and I knew my size. I have hurt women (human, wear, lycan and vamp) before. So I always made sure to ask, plus it made me feel like less of an ass for what I was about to do. 

“Yeah, I’m fine.” She said and blushed again. 

“Good. Listen, I'm sorry, but I have to go. Enjoy the rest of your vacation.” I said quickly. Then I pecked another kiss on the top of her head, turned and walked towards my Harley. I had parked it back here because I knew exactly what I had been going in for and where I would be coming out from. I could feel her eyes staring into my back but she didn’t say anything. Probably too stunned by such a d**k move. I had no delusions about what an asshole I could be, but that was why it was best this way. I hit the throttle and pulled out into the traffic. 

30 minutes later I pulled up to the huge metal gate and entered my access code. From the road, all anyone could see was a long, huge brick wall covered in vines, with giant trees behind it. The driveway snaked through a long stretch of forest and seemed to end at a huge rock wall with a waterfall pouring into a decent sized lake. I came off the paved road and followed the path that was almost invisible to the untrained eye, no matter how many vehicles were driven down it. It led around the stone wall and to another paved road that led into the compound. This was our personal home. We had all kinds of mansions and villas where we would host events and visiting digintaries but this was our actual base of operations and very few knew its exact location. Lavish tudor houses lined the main road, where the councilmen lived. Past that were also equally beautiful though slightly smaller homes where the staff and soldiers lived. All encircling the enormous estate manor in the middle! I pulled up to the front door and shut my bike off. I entered into the massive great hall and went straight to the elevators. Every female staff member I saw blushed and scurried away. Titan had made a strict rule for me personally: no f*****g the home staff. I had agreed simply because the staff who worked here lived in the village, so there was no way to cut and run. Still, I flirted like hell with every single one of them. I stepped off the elevator on the third floor and walked into the boardroom, where Titan and all 12 councilmen were already seated. 

“Enjoy your little excursion?” Jenner snipped as soon as I walked up to the table. 

“Sure did and your mom paid me this time!” I said while adjusting my crotch and sitting down on Titan’s right side. Jenner’s eyes nearly popped from his head and I loved every minute of it!

“You filthy, crass, no good..” 

“ENOUGH!” Titan’s booming voice silenced Jenner’s rant and I smirked at him until I felt a sharp slap to the back of my head that had me reeling for a minute! I should’ve known better than to pull that s**t with Titan in smacking range. 

“Act your age and your status, Ryker.” He said, firmly. 

“Yes sire. Apologies.” I said, rubbing the back of my head. The meeting got underway and was basically just to inform the other councilmen of what we had found at Iron Tooth pack. Also, to present the evidence against the alpha for the upcoming trial. Then the boring business talk. Finally, Titan called for final concerns, which thankfully, meant we were almost done. 

“There is another matter that we have yet to discuss, your Highness.” Councilman Donner squeaked out. 

“Well?” Titan said, irritably.

“The- the matter of the commitment and marking ceremony.” He finally said, not meeting Titan’s eyes. Titan’s hands balled into fists and he glared at Donner. 

“I am aware we have not discussed it and we are NOT going to discuss it until further notice.” He growled. The councilmen all lowered their heads, but, of course, Jenner had to open his mouth.

“Sire, please understand we are not meaning to be indelicate to the situation, but the next full moon is just 3 weeks away and..” 

“I am perfectly aware of when it is and what must be done and I SAID WE WILL NOT DISCUSS IT! That’s final! Dismissed!” He barked out! All the councilmen practically broke down the door running out! I stayed of course, and looked at Titan who was holding his head in his hands. I knew this had been weighing on him since he had discovered his mate and her condition.

The commitment and marking ceremony was to be performed on the following moon cycle, after the mates found each other, on the night of the full moon. The commitment ceremony was usually held at sunset and was what most humans would consider a wedding-style event. The marking ceremony afterwards, however, was where things got pretty uncomfortable as it involved consummation of the marriage in front of a witness. Usually a pack elder or an official rank member of the pack, sometimes the alpha themself. This was to prove the marriage was valid, as science had proven that even in lycans and wears, blood was not always present even if the girl was a virgin. Or to have validity in same-s*x mates. During copulation, the mates will bite each other with their fangs at the shoulder just above the collar bone. The blood would congeal and form a permanent mark on the mates, each one in a unique design to that particular couple. This would permanently bind the mates to each other and would make their bond and energy flow much stronger. They would also then be able to mind link each other. Over the years, many packs, from what I have heard, have adopted ways to try and make the process a little less awkward. Such as having the witness sit behind a screen or in a dark corner. Lycans had much the same process. However, with the royals, not only did we have to have a witness but also a specimen sheet presented to the council and court. The specimen sheet was a specific type of sheet laid under the couple to obtain blood if there was any. and other bodily fluids that would then be inspected with a black light to prove intercourse had taken place and the union was valid. One of the many reasons I was completely OK with not finding my mate anytime soon. 

However, Titan has and his mate is in no way, shape, form or fashion able to understand and perform a marking ceremony. We had learned her birthday when we had proven her identity as the lost alpha daughter and, chronologically, she is 19 but mentally, doc estimated her at around 3-4! She is also not physically ready and, being as small as she is, I doubt she ever will be! I noticed Titan’s shoulders shaking softly. I laid my arm over his shoulders. 

“It’ll be ok.” I tried to comfort him. 

“How? Do you understand what I’m going to have to do?” He whispered into his hands. 

“We’ll figure it out ok? We still have 3 weeks.” I replied.

“She won’t be able to understand. She’s gonna spend most of that sedated in a hospital and physically… physically tell me how that is going to work?!” He croaked out. I sighed. 

“I don’t know but we’ll figure it out.” I said again, not sure who I was trying to convince more, me or him. Titan rubbed his hands against his face and when he lowered them, his eyes were like black ice!

“No we won’t and I am going to turn into the biggest monster in my mate's eyes. So what do you say we go play with the monsters?” Titan said, his voice was cold and he had murder in his eyes when he stood up! I knew exactly where he was going and it wasn’t going to be pretty!