Personal Journal Entry April 21 I’m so angry. I can’t even express how angry. Who does she think she is to turn me down? Red-haired tart! I wasn’t asking for a lifetime commitment. I just wanted a few stinking minutes of her time and her oh-so-precious presence. She never even sat down? Thanks, but no thanks? I’m beginning to think my life would be less complicated if I just let him kill her. I know the world would be a simpler place without her in it. I can’t argue with him on that point. Why is this hunger gnawing at him again so soon? Last time it was years in-between. Now it’s less than a week? Why can’t he control it? Why am I, even now, scouting another target for him? Decompensating. That’s what the experts would call it. That’s how she would label his actions. She thinks she

