chapter eleven
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The week passed faster than I expected.
Not because time was kind.
But because I didn’t have time to notice it moving.
Planning that dinner had taken everything. Calls, confirmations, cancellations, re-bookings, negotiating with vendors who suddenly developed “premium urgency fees,” reviewing menus three times because one guest didn’t like garlic but also didn’t like food that looked like it avoided garlic—whatever that meant.
I had finalized the venue—a private dining space in a boutique hotel with controlled access and discreet security.
Seating arrangements had been adjusted at least four times before I was satisfied.
Catering had been customized down to individual preference without making it obvious.
Timing had been mapped out so conversations could flow naturally without awkward pauses.
It wasn’t just a dinner.
It was a controlled environment.
And I had built it from scratch.
Which meant by the time the actual week arrived—
I was tired.
Not normal tired.
Deep, existential, “if one more person asks me to confirm something I already confirmed, I will evaporate” tired.
So when Adrian called me into his office that afternoon, I walked in already halfway done with life.
“Yes, boss,” I said, dropping into the chair without asking. “If this is about the dinner, it’s ready. Confirmed. Secured. Optimized. If anything goes wrong at this point, it’s not me, it’s fate.”
He looked at me.
Not reacting immediately.
Just observing.
“I want you to come with me,” he said.
I blinked.
“…come with you where?”
“The dinner.”
I stared at him.
“…why?”
“You’re handling it.”
“Yes,” I said slowly. “Handling. From here. From safety. From a distance where I cannot physically embarrass myself in front of high-profile individuals.”
“You’ll be there as my personal assistant.”
I leaned back in the chair, exhaling.
“Boss,” I said, rubbing my temple, “with all due respect, I have been booking, calling, confirming, correcting, and re-confirming this event for a week. I have spoken to more people than I emotionally signed up for this month. I am tired.”
That part came out more honestly than intended.
Silence followed.
I expected him to ignore it.
Dismiss it.
Assign more work.
Instead—
something shifted.
Subtle.
But there.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
I froze.
“…what?”
“I’m sorry I put that much work on you,” he continued, tone still calm but… softer. “But I would feel more comfortable if you came with me.”
I stared at him.
Not processing.
At all.
What is going on?
“Don’t worry about what you’ll wear,” he added. “Or your makeup or whatever else. I’ll handle it.”
Pause.
Long pause.
Very long pause.
My brain was not functioning.
Did he just—
Did he just apologize?
I blinked.
Once.
Twice.
Nope.
Still real.
Did he just act like a human being?
A gentleman?
Someone wake me up.
This had to be a stress-induced hallucination.
I straightened slowly.
“Wow,” I said, tilting my head slightly. “Who are you and what have you done with my boss?”
No reaction.
Of course.
But I saw it.
That tiny, smile he always hides
“I’m serious,” he said.
“That’s what worries me,” I replied immediately.
A pause.
Then I added, “You apologized. Voluntarily. Without being forced. That’s new. Should I document this moment? Frame it? Send it to HR as evidence of emotional growth?”
He didn’t respond.
Which meant I was right.
I leaned forward slightly.
“And you’re saying you’ll handle what I wear?”
“Yes.”
I narrowed my eyes.
“That sounds dangerous.”
“It’s efficient.”
“Efficient for who?” I asked. “Because I feel like I’m about to lose control over my own appearance.”
“You’ll be fine.”
That was not reassuring.
At all.
I crossed my arms.
“Let me get this straight,” I said. “You want me to attend a high-profile dinner with important people, after I’ve already exhausted my mental stability planning it, and you’re also taking over my outfit like I’m part of the event design?”
“Yes.”
I stared at him.
“You see how that sounds, right?”
No response.
Because of course not.
I sighed.
Then leaned back again, staring briefly at the ceiling like I was asking for strength.
“…I knew this job was going to stress me, I just didn’t think it would be in layers.”
Silence.
“Will you come?” he asked.
Simple.
Direct.
There was softness in his tone
It was cute…..cute?????
I exhaled slowly.
I paused.
Considered it.
Actually considered saying no
Then pictured the dinner.
Everything I had planned.
Every detail I had controlled.
And the idea of not being there to make sure it all went exactly the way I designed it?
This is very Uncomfortable.
I sighed again.
“Fine,” I said. “I’ll come. But if anything goes wrong, I’m blaming you.”
“That’s fine.”
“And if I embarrass myself, I’m also blaming you.”
“Also fine.”
“And if your outfit choice is questionable, I reserve the right to protest.”
“You won’t need to.”
“That sounds like confidence,” I muttered. “Suspicious confidence.”
He didn’t respond.
Again.
I stood up, smoothing my outfit absentmindedly.
“This is how it starts,” I said as I walked toward the door. “First it’s ‘come to the dinner,’ next thing I know I’m part of the seating arrangement.”
“That won’t happen.”
“Good,” I said quickly. “Because I refuse to be strategically placed.”
I reached the door, then paused slightly.
Glanced back at him.
“…and for the record,” I added, “that apology? Very unsettling. Don’t do it too often, you’ll ruin your reputation.”
A pause.
Then, faintly—
“I’ll keep that in mind.”
I blinked.
Then shook my head and walked out.
Because clearly—
something was shifting.
And I wasn’t entirely sure I liked how much I was starting to notice it.
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