NIC'S POV
"I love you Nicholas Bryant." She confessed. "I like you so much that it scares me sometimes.
And... you don't have to love me back if you don't want to. I'm the one who wants to love you more. I have enough love for the both of us so..."
"I love you too Cecelia." The words freely came out of my mouth. I didn't know when I said those words, but they came out and I was too consumed by the moment to care.
But seriously, is this really the girl whose father I'm plotting to kill? The girl whose life I'm about ruining? How can I do that, when I can't even control my heart when I'm with her?
"Kiss me Nicholas." She commands with a happy grin. "I want you to kiss me right now." She muttered, needing no further say as I pulled her to myself, joining our lips in love.
It quickly escalated with her slowly getting up from her squatting position and pulling me more to herself as she kissed me more passionately. "I'm deeply enamoured with you Nicholas Bryant." She whispered in-between kisses, slowly getting on top of me and moving us up the bed.
She nuzzled her face into my neck, devouring it breathlessly in lust as I rested on the pillow. Her hands going underneath my shirt, feeling me all the way to my chest and back to my waistline.
She pulled away for like two seconds, pulling me up and taking off my shirt in one go before pushing me down again, consuming my lips vigorously.
She's rough, and likes being in control and I like that.
I slowly took a sitting position, hugging her waist even tighter as her every grind on top of me just made me grow harder.
At that moment, I lost my purpose in life. My mission in Nenishia was ancient history. Cecelia was everything on my mind. I don't think it's because of the sire bond or mind link or imprint or whatever. I think Cecelia truly loves me, and I'm crazily in love with her too.
She stopped grinding, trying with difficulty to unbuckle my belt. "Are you sure?" I asked, as our eyes met lust consumed.
"Yes, I'm very sure." She whispered. "I've never been more sure of anything in my entire life. I want you Nicholas, I want all of you." She said drawing my belt off my waist, as she unbuttoned and unzipped my trousers which went down immediately.
I groped her breast, going under her blouse to get a better feel but that wasn't enough. I unbuttoned her blouse but I'm definitely too slow for her liking.
"You're too slow" she said almost ripping her blouse off. She got off me, taking off her short before climbing on top of me again.
"You're too slow Nicholas." She repeated. "Don't you want me like I want you?" She mumbled, barely giving herself the space to breathe.
"I'm trying to be a gentleman." I joked.
"Don't be, I don't want gentle right now Nic, I like it rough."
"You asked for it" I stated as her bra came undone, making her even more excited. I paused, appreciating the beauty in front of me. "You're perfect." I complimented as she slowed down her pace, gently pulling out my d**k out of my boxers. Talk about being too slow.
She gave it little squeezes as if trying to measure it.
She pulled away from kissing me, taking a good look at my little man which was ready to tear her out.
"You like it?" I asked my girlfriend who was fully lost in my d**k.
"It's marvelous, I love it." She answered almost inside my mouth. I pulled her up, cupping and consuming her breast as she gasped, reacting to my every touch, hugging my head and pulling on it.
I spat on my fingers, rubbing it on my tip before slowly moving her panties aside, rubbing my tip on her very wet p***y lips, making her moan silently.
I sat her down slowly on me, feeling her warm p***y welcoming and engulfing me inside of her the moment I got in. She flinched, exhaling deeply as she succeeded in consuming me whole.
I grabbed her ass, pulling her up and down, giving her a pace to follow as I controlled the movement of her hips on me.
I know I've been with other girls before, but it felt like a whole new experience. The most exhilarating feeling in the world.
She's definitely my person and her love consumes me. Cecelia Rufus consumes me.
The more we made love, is the more I knew she's the only woman in the world for me. I nuzzled my face into her neck, hugging her waist with one hand as the other choked her neck.
Suddenly, it happened again. That feeling of dominance, it came again like it did during the college party and just like then, the imprint grew on her back.
This time, I saw it clearly. The mark of the great white sorceress, I saw it grow in Cece's back as we made love. She really does belong to me, but is this a good thing, or a bad thing?
I'm confused. How can I really want her so bad when I shouldn't. She's everything I want and everything I don't. But right now, she is my world. And with every thrust and every love, I came closer to my c****x.
She thrusted faster as her moans became louder. ""Nic I'm about to cum." She moaned.
"I'm cumming with you." I said as we moved in sync. She gripped me tightly, almost clawing into my skin as she reaches o****m. I also cummed inside of her, which she actually didn't mind. I think, No! I'm sure she enjoyed me cumming inside of her.
I laid down, bringing her down with me as we both tried to catch our breath.
"That was wonderful." She said breathlessly. "But, I haven't burnt enough calories." she stated. Clearly she has the energy, her animal side is speaking. "Don't worry, I'll let you rest." She joked getting off me.
"Well that's an insult. I'm strong enough." I bragged. I am indeed strong enough but I won't let her know that, that'll be exposing my true self.
"I love you Nic." She muttered staring into my eyes. "And I like me better when I'm with you." She added.
"I love you too Cecelia." I replied giving her a kiss on the forehead.
"I don't think you understand Nic. If only you could be me, if you could be me for just one day, then you'll understand how deeply I have fallen for you.
This passion, it consumes me. Nicholas? Your love, it completes me in every way and overwhelms me and I think I'm burning inside. It's a good fire, it makes me feel alive." She paused sniffling.
"I feel the same way about you too." I replied to an almost tearing up Cecelia.
"Maybe, but Nicholas I'm scared. I'm scared that this fire burning inside of me, might just devour me, leaving me in ruins."
"If it's a good fire, why would it do that?"
"It would If you leave. I might as well stop breathing if you do. So Nicholas please, don't hurt me, don't betray me and don't leave me, cause you know you'd break my heart." She said falling into my embrace still trying to comport herself.
The guilt flooded my heart. I will indeed leave her. I will indeed break her heart. I see how much she loves me. She gave her heart to me, and just like everyone else, I'll shatter such a delicate heart and break it into pieces.
Why must I learn of the truth the moment she walked into my life? This is getting a lot harder than I thought. With every smile, every laugh. With every hug and kiss, she's draining every bit of strength I need to fight of our eminent destruction.
And I have lost my will to try and keep her at arms length. I can't fight it anymore, I can't even hide it. I'm deeply in love with Cecelia Rufus.
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To be continued...