CHAPTER 4:A DAY WITHOUT RESISTANCE
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—Elena’s POV—
I woke up before the alarm.
That, in itself, was unusual.
For a moment, I didn’t move. The ceiling above me looked the same—clean lines, soft grey tones, nothing out of place. But my body felt… wrong.
Heavy.
Not pain.
Not exactly.
Just weakness.
Like something inside me had quietly taken more than it should.
I shifted slightly, and even that felt like effort.
My gaze moved to the bedside table. The closed laptop sat there, untouched since last night.
The memories hadn’t followed me into sleep.
But something else had.
I reached for my phone.
No hesitation.
Routine.
Control.
I dialed.
“Ms. Ashford?” Clara Whitmore’s voice came almost immediately.
“I won’t be coming in today.”
A brief pause. Not surprise—just adjustment.
“Understood. Should I reschedule your meetings?”
“Yes. Move everything forward. Prioritize the Hamilton brief.”
“Yes, Ms. Ashford.”
I ended the call.
No explanations.
None were needed.
I remained on the bed for a while after.
Not sleeping.
Not thinking.
Just… there.
Then I reached for my phone again and booked an online consultation.
Dr. Adrian Cole.
Available: 10am the next day
Confirmed.
By the time the call ended, I already knew.
Not the diagnosis.
But the outcome.
There are things the body tells you before words ever do.
Later, I sat upright against the headboard, the soft glow of my laptop illuminating the dim room.
The novel was still open.
Living Without Regret.
I stared at the title longer than necessary.
Then I continued reading.
“Some people waste time trying to understand life…
others are forced to understand it too quickly.”
My fingers stilled over the keyboard.
The words didn’t feel fictional.
They felt… precise.
Uncomfortably so.
I read slowly.
Carefully.
Not as someone escaping into a story—
But as someone observing something real.
By the time I closed the laptop, the room felt quieter than before.
Not empty.
Just… settled.
I exhaled slowly.
Crying wouldn’t solve anything.
It never had.
Whatever this was—
I would face it the same way I had faced everything else.
Without hesitation.
Without weakness.
By afternoon, I was driving.
Not to court.
Not to the office.
To the city library.
The decision had been… unexpected.
But clear.
I wanted a physical copy.
Something real.
Something I could hold.
The library was quiet.
Predictable.
Safe in its own way.
Rows of books stretched endlessly, untouched by urgency or time.
I found it faster than I expected.
Living Without Regret.
I picked it up, my fingers brushing lightly against the cover.
Solid.
Real.
I didn’t leave.
Instead, I walked toward a corner table near the window and sat down.
The chair was firm. The light soft.
Perfect.
I opened the book.
And began again.
Time passed.
I didn’t measure it.
Didn’t need to.
“Is this seat available?”
The voice pulled me back.
I looked up.
A young man stood across the table.
Calm.
Relaxed.
Unbothered.
He looked like someone who lived for the day.
Someone who had never had to calculate survival.
I studied him briefly.
Years in the courtroom had taught me enough.
People revealed more than they realized.
Then I looked away.
And gave a slight nod.
He sat.
Didn’t speak.
Didn’t interrupt.
Just stared out the window for a while, as if time meant nothing to him.
Then he brought out a laptop and began typing.
An hour passed.
Or something close to it.
Then—
“You read his novels often?”
I looked up.
“No. This is my first.”
He nodded slightly.
“Do you want more recommendations?”
I considered for a second.
“Sure.”
He took out a sheet of paper and wrote a few titles.
Neat handwriting.
Careful.
Then he slid it toward me.
“Thank you,” I said.
He smiled faintly.
“My name is Ronan Asher.”
“Ashford Elena.”
“Nice name.”
A pause.
“Are you a regular here?”
“No. I usually go for coffee. There’s a café down the street.”
He nodded once.
“Oh. You want to go for some drinks?”
I closed the book.
“Sure.”
We walked side by side.
He made small talk.
Light.
Effortless.
Nothing intrusive.
Nothing demanding.
Inside, the café was warm.
Quietly busy.
He turned slightly toward me.
“What would you like?”
I glanced at the menu briefly.
“matcha"
He nodded, then turned to the barista.
"one matcha a cup of black coffee No sugar.”
We sat across from each other.
The book rested beside my hand.
“So,” he said lightly, “what do you think of it?”
“It’s… precise.”
He raised an eyebrow.
“Precise?”
“It doesn’t try to impress. It just says things as they are.”
He leaned back slightly.
“That’s rare.”
“It is.”
A pause settled between us.
Not uncomfortable.
Just… present.
“What do you do?” he asked.
“I’m a lawyer.”
His interest sharpened slightly.
“What kind?”
“Litigation.”
He nodded slowly.
“Interesting.”
He hesitated for a moment, then spoke again.
“I’m working on something. My next book.”
I looked at him.
“It involves a criminal case.”
“Then you’ll need accuracy.”
“That’s why I’m asking,” he said simply. “How would a prosecutor handle a r**e case?”
I studied him briefly.
“Carefully,” I said.
He waited.
“First, evidence. Medical reports, timelines, witness statements. Then consistency. The victim’s testimony must align with physical evidence. Any contradiction weakens the case.”
He nodded, focused.
“The prosecutor doesn’t just argue facts. They protect credibility. One mistake—and the defense will dismantle everything.”
He leaned forward slightly.
“And the approach?”
“Controlled,” I replied. “Never aggressive toward the victim. Direct, but structured. The goal is clarity—not pressure.”
He exhaled quietly.
“That helps.”
I glanced at him.
“No wonder you know so much about books.”
He smiled slightly.
“Oh, I didn’t introduce myself properly.”
A small pause.
“My name is Beaumont.”
I frowned slightly.
“As in… Beautiful Mountain?”
“My mother is French.”
“Oh.”
I nodded once.
then it clicked I looked at the cover of the book
“Nice to ...
My phone rang.
The sound cut through the moment.
I glanced at the screen.
Unknown number.
“I have to take this.”
I stood.
“Thank you for today.”
Outside, the air felt cooler.
Quieter.
Inside the café, Ronan sat still for a moment.
Then his gaze shifted.
To the table.
The book.
Living Without Regret.
Left behind.
He stood quickly.
Stepping outside.
Looking around.
Left.
Right.
But she was already gone.
The street moved as it always did.
People passing.
Cars moving.
Time continuing.
Ronan exhaled slowly.
The book still in his hand.
And for the first time—
something about the day didn’t feel accidental.
- Writer
