|Saturday, 24th of February
It sucks to see someone go without even saying a proper goodbye. . . Or was my eyes too used to hearing words such ‘I'm going to be okay, and you should too’ or the plain words itself ‘Goodbye’ to remind you that he or she is going away now for an indefinite time, or forever gone into the living world.
Was I too late to even notice that what his last word meant was for him to rest forever? Is that the issue? Or was it my fault to blind myself with the fact that he gave me a sign to free him because I cannot just let him yet go? Was I too desperate to think we can go out of here, still breathing? Was I too selfish to tell myself that ‘oh, mister Miguel can endure that. . . He has too, right?’
Our conversation felt like it happened at such a high speed, and I k
