Fate

Chapter Nineteen: John

She was beautiful, laying there like my goddess. I couldn't speak, the look in her eyes tells me she's uncertain. She doesn't know how beautiful she truly is. Her hair was damp so she must have just gotten out of the bath. I swallow hard as I think of something, anything to tell her. "Wow" I say breathless, I wanted to say more but couldn't. I must have said the right thing because she smiled softly and chuckled. "Speechless....mate?" She asked, her voice sent shivers down my spin and. to my core. f**k she was perfect. Absolutely gorgeous. Mine. All Mine.

"Are you just going to stand there or are you going to come here?" She murmured and I could've lost it right there. I take one step then another, I remove my shirt my eyes never leaving her. I swallow once again, "You're gorgeous." She smiles when I say that and f**k me, her smile was worth the world. I undo my pants and not caring about the fact that their nice clothes I let them fall into the floor. I climbed onto the bed, my heart was racing and hers was too. Her lips were parted just barely, her breathing picked up the closer I got. "Lilly..." I murmured as I moved above her. "John..." She breathed back and I could swear my c**k was going to burst. I hesitate before Using one hand to hold myself up and use my other hand to touch her cheek.

Her breath catches as I trail my hand down her neck to her chest. I shiver when I feel her hands grab my hips. My hand slides over her right breast, I might seem controlled on the outside but I was raging. I need her. I was having to hold back. I feel one of her hands move to my stomach and I groan before kissing her. I make sure the kiss is slow, I wasn't trying to rush it. I wanted her to enjoy every part of our time together. I slide my hand down her stomach and stop just above where I know she wants me. "Last chance to back out Lilly flower." I murmur in her ear, her answer is a moan and I take that as a yes. I slide a finger through her folds and we both groan. "You're so wet baby...." I kiss up to her ear. "Is this all for me?"

She nods and I stop moving my fingers, she groans and I smile, "It's a simple yes or no" I add just a little bit of pressure and her back arches. "Yes!" she moans and I kiss below her ear "Good girl" I tease her entrance with my finger as I continue to play with her c**t with my thumb. She moans and I slowly push my finger into her. Her whimper turns to a moan and I move my finger a bit faster. "John!" her walls clench around my finger and I could swear I was going to lose my f*****g mind. "c*m for me baby girl" My voice was rough with need and I knew I was going to lose it. She cries out just as she cums hard and I quickly remove my hand and line my c**k up with her entrance. "Ready?" I ask her before pushing in. "Yes" I push in before she can come down from her climax. I feel resistance and push harder. she cries out and I kiss her neck until she relaxes. I bottom out and stay still for a minute, it takes all my f*****g strength not to move.

When I know she's adjusted to me I move, we both moan at the same time I almost couldn't hold back. I slam into her and her nails dog into my back. "Oh Goddess, John!"

I rest my forehead on her shoulder as I move faster, it takes all my strength not to go harder. "f**k, Lilly.... You're so f*****g tight." I groan. When I feel her close I kiss her neck until I find the right spot, and when I know she's about to c*m I sink my canines into her neck marking her and completing the bond. Her p***y clamps down on my d**k and I couldn't hold back and when she bites my neck marking me as hers I c*m with a roar. I pull out of her causing us both to shiver and I collapse beside her as we catch our breath. after words I get up go to the bathroom and get a wet rag. when it's warm I walk back out to her to see her smiling.

I clean her up and then myself. I climb back into the bed afterwards and kiss her forehead. I lay on my back and she lays her head onto my chest. "You okay? I didn't hurt you did I?" I ask her softly. "I'm perfect. I love you John....My Mate" She murmured back and I smile kissing the. top of her head "I love you too Lillyanna" and I fall asleep content and happy as hell. I wanted to go another round but I knew we had to take this slow. I just couldn't get enough of her.