Dearest Jon,
I have done as you asked.
I have kept my mouth shut.
I tried my best not to hurt your best friend but it was inevitable.
You said so your self, I am not really good at lying... Especially when my heart knows the truth.
If you wish to make my life a living hell, then you have successfully done so. Taking your self away from my life is punishment enough.
But I have accepted this fate and I am old enough to understand that sometimes, we cannot get what we want.
So, believe of my feelings, what you will. However, please exclude pity from it for I never pitied you!
Who would want to pity you, Jonathon, when you already have everything you need?
Oh no! I take it back- Yes, I pity you, Elliot! But not for the reasons you thought I had...
I pity you because you choose to
